Today at school a cute ass boy. (he has a really bad attitude i have most of my classes with him and he is really rude to teachers but nice to me. I feel like his attitude makes him so mush hotter. I shouldn't think that). Anyways he saw me spit out candy that i didn't like and he laughed at me. Then my crush he sits with me in lunch and i have a class with him. He talked to me an i turned really red i looked stupid af. He is so cute he looks like Luke Hemmings from 5sos and his smile is cute ( he has crooked teeth but it's ok he could get braces). He is really tall and his jawline is life. Anyway my friend were talking about a dildo that her friend found in her mom's room and at that time (it was today like at 12:00) i didn't know what a dildo was so my friend told my crush to tell me what it is so i looked at him giving him my attention to tell me what it is when we made eye contact i turned really red and looked away. He never told me what it was. (I looked it up. It was a mistake). After that we when to class him and my best friend have to sit next to each other i sit across from them in the other side of the classroom. It may be weird but i sometimes stare at him and he sees me i turn red like always and he just smiles at me. I want to tell him so bad that i like him but im so scared. That's what happened today.
