Something that we're not

Chapter 2

"You. Are. Such. A. Tease. Em. Look what did to me." he said, pointing to the mark I'd made on his neck, whilst trying to put on his serious face. I poked his check, and he couldn't hold the serious face any longer. " I am going to get to back so bad Em, just wait." I just laughed at him and poked his dimple. "You don't scare me, you know." I winked. He opened his mouth to say something, but we were interrupted by the door bell.

A good looking Louis Tomlinson stood in the door frame, smiling a big smile, before squeezing me into a big hug. "Can't. Breath. Need. Air." I let out, whilst getting squeezed. He let go. "Well, well, well." He said cheeky. Louis grabbed Harry's jaw and turned his head to the left, and the right, where mark I made on Harry was. "Can't you guys just go have sex already. Ohh, wait you already did, but the question is how many times?" Yeah, that's right, Harry and I did have sex, but not the morning after we first meet, but like a week after. I don't really know how it happened, but what I know is that the sex was AMAZAYN(see what I did there?) that's all I know.

**Harry's point of view**

"Can't you guys just go have sex already. Ohh, wait you already did, but the question is how many times?" Louis, my best mate said cheeky. I've told him about it before, the sex I mean, but it's just two really really good friends having fun when their drunk, at least that what I think, or? Emily is one of my best friends, you could say that we are really really close, you know, we help each other with special needs sometimes. Sorry, this is not what I was going to tell you.

When Emily came into my life, I thought we were going to just have a one night stand, or at least start dating or something, but we ended up just being really really close. We tried dating, actually, for like 4 weeks, but we just found it funny, because we aren't like that, you know, into each other in that way. I haven't had a girlfriend since before I meet her. And she hasn't had a boyfriend either.

My last girlfriend, was a girl that I thought was real, and wasn't with me just because of my status and money, but I guess I was wrong. That breakup was one of the worst that I've had, I think. Just because she tricked me, and I didn't think she was like that, but I was wrong. I got really sad and down when this happened. I went out drinking a lot, and didn't want to so anything really. And one night I meet Emily, and she helped me through this sad time, and I helped her through her hard time.

I tell Emily everything, and she tells me everything, but she's got this journal that she keeps to herself, and I always ask her if I can see what's inside, or if she can tell me, then she says; "one day, when the time is right, you'll get every single one, I promise." I always wonder what she means by that, but I always let the thought go. She's been writing journals since she about a year before she meet me, so she's been writing for two and a half years now, which is a lot. She is very beautiful, and pretty. I think she should try modeling, but when I tell her that she is pretty, she just shuts me off. She told me that compliments make her uncomfortable, because it makes her feel like she is being lied to, but I promised her that I would never lie to her about that, because I mean what I say when I tell her that she is beautiful and pretty, but she doesn't want to listen.

Directioners really like Emily, maybe they like her so much because she is so chilled back, down to earth and nice to everyone. If she sees fans outside the arenas that doesn't have tickets, she will give them tickets, if there are any left, and she even gave her ticket away to a little girl. The fans went crazy over this, in a positive way though. But the Harry girls on the other hand, they are not so happy with her and I being so close. Some of them are, but many are not. The ones that love our friendship, always tells us that we should start dating, or that they 'ship' us.

"Hello!? Earth to Harry!" Louis waved in front of me. I got back into the 'setting'. "I was just telling you about a party that we're going to." He said and from Emily to me. "And you have to have a date, sooo, I thought that since you both are invited, you should go together." He smiled and looked at us. "Are you trying to set us up Lou?" Emily winked. I cleared my throat "We'll go together, right Em?" She smiled softly "Yeah, sure, why not." She didn't seem like herself as she walked into my bed room. Louis patted my shoulder; "I'll let you two talk." and then he left. What could be bothering her?

**Emily's point of view**

"And you have to have a date, sooo, I thought that since you both are invited, you should go together." Louis smiled and looked at us. "Are you trying to set us up Lou?" I winked at him, as a joke and coverup. Harry cleared his throat "We'll go together, right Em?" I smiled softly "Yeah, sure, why not." I said and walked into Harry's bed room. I got lost in my thoughts and grabbed my journal.

"I can't tell you

Why I feel that way

Because I feel it everyday"

I wrote a lot in these journals. I've been writing for about two and a half years soon. Pretty long, right? Well, the thing about my journal is that I really get my thoughts out, and things that just comes to my mind randomly. Harry always asks me if he can read them, or see what's inside, but I tell him; "one day, when the time is right, you'll get every single one, I promise." and that is true, he'll get every single one of them. The thing about me is that, I didn't have any friends before I meet Harry, I've never had a boyfriend, I've always been this innocent girl, that doesn't talk, but now, I've changed. Sometimes I'm still that innocent girl, but I don't tell Harry that I'm getting worse, for each day that goes by, because I don't want him to get hurt, or worry about me.

*Knock Knock* I put my journal down; "Come in." The curly haired boy that opened the door had a worried look on his face, and sadness in his eyes. "We don't have to go together of you don want to, we don't have to go at all." He said, whilst sitting down beside me in the bed. I put on a smile and intwined our fingers. "No, it's not that, or you, I really want to go Harry, but I'm just.." I couldn't find a word. Harry let go of one of my hands and put the hair that had fallen into my face behind my ear and said "Don't be scared Em, the press and the fans are nothing you should worry about. We're going out as friends, right?" I sighed. Shocking my shoulders. He laid us down in the bed, I laid my head on his chest, and he ran his long fingers through my hair.

**Harry's point of view**

I felt so bad for her, you know? There is not much I can do to help her, at least that I know of. Or one thing that left her mouth as a whisper "Can you sing to me ?" I didn't answer her, I just started singing.

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Second chapter, bad I know. Sorry about that. But it is going to be better, the story already have a end, and how the story is going to be, and there will be a second book after this one, and I already have ideas for that one, and I'm writing them down.

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