• letter one •

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by mukeslitttlekitten

by mukeslitttlekitten

Katie's p.o.v
Song recommended: jet black heart, 5sos
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It's been 3 days since Gina's accident. I'm so angry at Carson.
I have been writing to her. If she doesn't wake up. I will put them back in her coffin.
I haven't been going to school. It's to hard for me to go.
People tweeting their prayers and wishes to me. I just want the pity to stop. I don't need it. I'm always talked about in school. It's just not the same.
The fact that I know that she might not wake up is really scary.

Tuesday the 25 of November 2015. 12:39 pm
Hey Gina,
How's it going. Why am I even asking that. I know it hurts you knowing we are all hurting waiting for you to wake up. I'm so angry at Carson. I know you wouldn't want me to be. But it's so hard. He nearly killed you. What if he did. People always tell me I look tired and sad. I know I look sad and tired. I am tired and sad. Knowing you might not wake up hurts me so much. Not being able to see you smile again. Hear you laugh again. Not sending ugly snapchats to each other. It just hurts.
It really does.

Toni's p.o.v
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Ever since Gina had the accident, Katie hasn't been the same. Not eating a lot. Not her usual bubbly self. We hardly see her anymore. Grace and Rose are getting better everyday. Me. I don't really know. I mean I wasn't as close to her as the girls were. So I guess I'm ok.

Gina's p.o.v
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I know Katie pans the girls have been hurting. My mind is awake but my body isn't. I can't make nosiness. I can't move. I can't anything.
I want to wake up.
I want to kiss Carson.
I want to hug Katie and do stupid stuff with her.
I want to talk to grace and rose.
I want to get to know Toni better.
But sometimes. Well most of the time we don't get what we wish for.
I never knew something like this could happen to me.

No one hardly comes in. I want someone to come in.
I've been counting how many times they come in.
Carson: 4 times.
Katie: 6 times.
Grace: 5 times.
Rose: 5 times.

I know it seams stupid to count. But I can't help it. What else am I supposed to do.
I want to wake up. I WILL wake up