The way I see it

The Weekend

"Have you ever had that weird feeling in the pit of your stomach that you just can't understand? Is it nerves, anxiety, a border line panic attack maybe? You are so anxious and nervous at the same time that you no longer know if you should go through with certain things or just run away and hide. I told myself I would change and be the brave soul I know I could be. Sometimes though, you just can't help it. People have this notion where they believe that everything happens for a reason. However what's the purpose of this? Can't we make our own happenings for our own reasons? Or does the world have to assume command of our lives and make us worry about what's going to happen next.
#takecontrol #makeachange #livewithnofear "

Signed - LC

I found out that more people actually read my blogs now thanks to these hashtag things. It's pretty nifty. Chase will be here in a couple of minutes and I am a complete train wreck! I basically pulled all my clothes out of my closet and drawers because I didn't know what to wear. I fixed my eye liner so many times that my eyes became a bit red and I look like I have pink eye, thankfully though the pinkness is going away. I tried on 15 pairs of shoes because I couldn't decide on what shoes to wear, and brought out about 8 different purses and I still don't know what purse to use. I'm a mess! What's happening to me! I was never like this before. I would usually just throw on whatever clothes I saw and not even care if my eye liner was perfect. Now I'm so self conscious that even I'm annoyed with myself. I ended up wearing my gray tattered jeans, a long black tank then on top of that a short white butterfly printed shirt, my black leather jacket, a gray checkered scarf, and my black boots.

The doorbell rang and it literally felt like my heart stopped beating for a good 5 seconds. I ran down the stairs, swung the door open, but it wasn't Chase.

"Hi, my mom sent me over here and asked if it was okay if we borrowed a cup a sugar. My name is Brandon by the way."

"Oh... Hi, I'm Kaleigh, Kales for short. Really? A cup of sugar... that's so neighborly of you to ask."

"Hahaha! Yeah, well my mom is a Baker, and we just moved across the street. She's actually baking an apple pie if you would like to come over and have some.

"I actually have plans but can I take a rain check? I love apple pie."

"Yeah sure! Anytime you want, feel free to drop on by."

"Haha! Alright then. I'll just go and get your sugar."

" So new guy, where will you be attending school?"

"Over at Wellington. My first day is on Monday."

"No way! I go to Wellington! I guess I shall see your face again on Monday new guy."

"Yeah you will... what year are you?"

"3rd year... I'm a junior. Block Section A."

"Looks like you will be my tour guide. I have Block Section B. Hey are you Filipina?"

"I guess I can lose you on campus. Haha! Just kidding! Yes, I am Filipina, why?"

"That's mean. You're funny Ms. Kales, I like your sense of humor. I saw one of your pictures in the hall, the caption read, KALEIGH'S 4th Bday in the Philippines."

"Oh right. Yeah. My family and I went there for vacation and I ended up having my 4th birthday there."

"Nice! Well Ms. Kales, the way I see it, MAGUGUSTOHAN MO AKO. (You're going to like me)"