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Being married to someone you really love and loves you back is the best of all. But we're getting in there, I just have to wait. Yes I am engaged, one month exactly. We haven't talk about the wedding yet. Because running a billion dollar company is very hectic. So we talked that we will get married as soon as the company is settled down.
I am so happy, not just I've got the man of my dreams, the man that love, the man that is truly God's artwork, the man that is perfect. And I just need to wait a few more weeks or months and he will be finally and officially mine.
So that's what got me here, walking down the hallway to my fiancé's office to bring him lunch. We have agreed last night that I would drop by and bring him his favorite food for lunch and that we'd share it. But as I opened the very door that would reveal the man that had God had chosen for me, the man that is perfect in every single way.
I was greeted by hell.
No it can't be.
It's not true.
It's just an imagination, a very bad imagination.
I tried to pinch myself but I can feel it. This is the truth, the man that I have been in love for so many years. The man that I thought is perfect is really not. But it's really crazy, I think I going crazy. But I can handle this, I can do this. I've been through hell and back. This is just nothing. May be this was just a mistake he tell me, right?
I hurriedly closed the door before he sees me. My eyes blurring with tears but I hold it back. I practically run to the elevator, till I was greeted by someone.
"hey miss carter!" greeted of the very cheerful Niall.
"hi!" I tried to be cheerful to match his excitement but my voice betrayed me.
"Everything alright?" he asks.
I cleared my throat before saying " yeah just peachy, I need to be somewhere, Harry and I suppose to have lunch together but I need to be there. It's urgent. Could you pop into his office and give him this?"
"yeah sure miss carter" he replied happily taking the paper bag.
"I told you just Jasmine, and thanks. Tell him you bumped into me at the lobby and not here. Thank you so much. I need to go bye!" I said getting into the elevator
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"Baby I'm home!" he said closing the front door
"in the leaving room babe"
"hey! Niall gave the lunch its fantastic love. sad you didn't eat it with me" he said coming into the leaving room
"Yeah, sorry 'bout that" I said sniffling
"baby you alright?" he said concerned laced in his voice
"yeah, I've watched Titanic, you know how that gets me" I said smiling a little
"c'mere you" he said sitting beside me and opening his welcoming arms
"sorry" I said sniffling
What's that? That's too sweet. He doesn't smell like that. Then suddenly I remember what I saw in his office. No, shit.
I stiffened. I guess he sensed "baby it's alright"
My eyes welling up in tears again, the images of him and his secretary fresh in my mind. How they made love in his office chair. How he look, like he love every minute of it. I pulled away a little then I saw it, a lipstick mark is his collar. I moved the fabric and his curls and looked at his neck, there it is, a kiss mark. Its purplish and look like just a few minutes ago. I pulled away and stand.
"what do you want for dinner? You didn't text me what you want so I haven't cooked" I said going to the kitchen and him following.
"Oh shoot I forgot to tell you! I have a dinner meeting tonight with Mr. Clark at a restaurant. I'm sorry baby"
"nah it's fine, I'll just order Chinese" I said opening the fridge and getting some orange juice
"baby don't be upset, I'm really sorry"
"really it's fine" I said still not facing him
"baby, look at me" he said walking towards me "mine, please" he said wrapping is arms on my waist
"it's really fine, would you like some tea before you go?" I ask
"mine, look at me" he said calling me from the nickname that he gave me since we started dating. And I faced him. "oh look at that little pout" he said kissing my lips
"you literally just come home and then you're leaving again" I said looking down.
"Shh... well maybe it won't hurt for you to come with me?" he suggests
"nah it's fine, I'll just stay here. I don't want to intrude" I said
"no, no you won't intrude. Actually Mr. Clark always wanted to see you" he said smiling
"huh?"
"Mr. Clark? He said he wanted to meet you. but I said you don't really like coming to business meetings because it was "sooooo boring"" he said a teasing smile on his face.
"well it's true" I said defending myself
"well he wants to meet you, saying he remembers his granddaughter with you. so you missy are coming and not staying in here boring your fine ass out" he said pinching my behind a little
"stop touching my butt your perv!" I squeak
"what it's mine and love it"
"uhuh keep telling yourself that. You know how much I hate it" I said blushing at his words
"don't care. I love it. now go upstairs because we need to be there in two hours." He said drinking my juice
"yes sir!" I said saluting him and starting to exit the kitchen
"Oh and we will pick up Denise in the way!" he said making me halt by the end of the stairs and feeling my heart broke a little.
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