But i love you.

But i love you - Chapter 10

Chapter 10 -2  months later..

“Zayn honey, you have to go in 2 minutes or you are gonna be late for the One direction interview” I said loud, “I know I go now I would just move the last thing in place now were I’m moved in” he said, I smiled and said “go now, I’ll be watching you on the TV, Good luck, love you” “Love you too and the interview starts at 1pm” he said running out the door. I took the last moving box of Zayn’s, I opened it and looked, it was old pictures, home wrote stories, letters and that stuff. I took about 6 pictures up, I looked quickly at them, and laid them down on the tabel. I looked down in the box again and the first picture I saw was a picture of Zayn, he was about 13 years old at the picture, he was standing next to ad boy with curly hair, and they had their arms around each other. I looked closer and saw ,I t was Harry, I didn’t know they used to be friends, he had never mentioned Harry. I took the rest of the pictures and laid them down with the other. I started to take all his stories and letters up, I dropped 5 letters on the floor, I bent down and picked them up, I quickly looked at one of the letters and my name was on It, I sat down on a chair and looked closer on it. It was my full name, address, the letter was to me, but why did  Zayn had it and why was it opened. I took it out of the envelope and started reading it, in the letter there stood.

“Dear Natalie.

I am so sorry for what I did to you.

 But I understand you, I would react, just like you did.

it should never have ended as it did, it was not like I had thought it would be.

I thought we had a future, a life together, you and me.

We were going to have 2 beautiful kids maybe 3,I had planned the perfect life for us.

i..i am so sorry, I don’t know what to do without you.

I am completely lost without you.  I don’t know what to do with myself.

I love you Natalie, only you, you are the one, the one for me.

We were meant to be together Natalie can’t you see?, I know that.

No other girl has ever made me feel that you made me feel.

You are the love of my life.

I need you Natalie, not only as mine but I need the girl how also were my friend.

You are the best thing that ever happened for me, and now I don’t know what to do.

I want to talk the things out, please answer me if you want to.

But remember Natalie, I will love you forever, until your heart stops beating, and more than that.

I loved you first.

HS”

I just looked at the letter, I couldn’t describe what I was feeling. A tear run down my left cheek. Zayn has read it, it was why he didn’t gave it to me, he was afraid I would run back to Harry. I looked at the clock ,it as 12.59 pm. I walked over to the TV and turn it on and sat relaxing down in the couch.

Interviewer: I am Lilly Hudson and I am sitting here with the hottest Boyband in all time One Direction .

Interviewer: So boy, I am going to interview you guys one at a time, so let’s start with you Zayn.

The other boys walked out.

Interviewer: So Hey Zayn, How are you?

Zayn: I’m fin thanks, how about you?

interviewer: I’m fin to. So how is it to be one of the most famous boys on earth?

Zayn: I really love it, not everyone get this change that we got and could not be happier, I mean, I have all this, my fans, my best friends, the greatest family and the best girlfriend in the world.

Interviewer : oh yeah that’s right, let’s hear a little about her.

Zayn started to smile.

Zayn: okay then.

Interviewer: So who is she.

Zayn: He name is Natalie, Natalie Bennett.

A photo of us came up on the screen.

Interviewer: Uh, how long have you 2 been dating?

Zayn:  About 2,3 months.

Interviewer: How did you to become Girlfriend and boyfriend

Zayn: Uhm, we were best friends, and i slept over some times, and one evening I said “let’s go to MC Donald and the Cinema” she said “yeah”. Uhm we got reday and drove to the Mc Donald and when we were in the line to pay some fans came and asked about a picture and then asked if we were together, but we answered “no”. and then I started to think of her as more than a friend again.

Interviewer: again?

Zayn: yes, I had a big  Crush on her before. But then we got into the Cinema, we were going to see fast and the furious 4. In the middle of the movie I took her hand and  I kissed her and whispered “would you be mine today” and then she kissed me and said “is that answer enough?”

Interviewer : ohh how sweet. Is she with you here today?

Zayn: no she’s at home watching this right now, “Love you Nate”

I started smiling.

Interviewer: your too sweet zany, what about we got Harry in here now.

Zayn walked out and Harry walked in.

Interviewer: So hey Harry

Harry: Hey Lilly, nice to meet you.

Interviewer: nice to meet too, so how are things in one direction right now?, no drama between the boys?

Harry: uhm I don’t think so.

Interviewer :I think there is, tell me, tell us

Harry: uhm Okay, it’s because I like this girl, A LOT.

I stopped smiling and got a bit sad instead.

Interviewer: who is she?

Harry: Her name is Natalie, Natalie Sophia Bennett.

I was shocked, I could see Zayn in the background, I stood fast up, but Niall pushed him down at his chair again.

Interviewer: but? That’s Zayn’s girlfriend? Right?

Harry: Yeah.. that’s when it gets sad.

Interviewer: so there is some forbidden love here?

Harry got sad.

Harry: yeah, you can all it that.

Interviewer : but let’s get Louis in now.

Harry walked out and Louis walked in.

I took the TV remote and turn off the TV. I walked in to the bedroom, took a bag and started packing some clothes and other stuff in needed. I walked out in the kitchen. Took Harrys letter and laid it in the middle of the kitchen table to me sure Zayn found it. Then I took my car keys and drove home to Louis and Eleanor.