Ive changed

Its lookin up

2 months later... December 20th

Gabbys POV

"I just finished working out ma. Yea im gon be home after i stop by vanessas alright...okay ill tell her"

I hung up on my mom then stepped off the treadmill to towel down. Then i made my way to the locker room to jump in the shower before i left.

After i was done i grabbed my gym bag and started walking to vanessas since this gym comes with the neighborhood. She had a membership here n i used it since she never did.

Once i walked up to the house i seen a car outiside that wasnt noones i knew. After i walked in i seen who it was. It was her little boo thang daedae.

She was sitting in his lap watching tv in the living room. They didnt see me walk in.

"Hey baby mama" i said walking into the kitchen .

"Damn u looking good baeee" vanessa said looking at me i smiled

I had on nike capri leggings and matching sports bra With a jacket over it. I reached in her fridge and grabbed a gatorade. I walked over to vanessa and hugged her. Her stomach was poking a little bit more than 2 months ago.

"Hay little gabby" i said talking to her stomach. She laughed n slapped my hand away

"Her name is going to be renee" she said

I heard the horn honk Outside

"Alright shawty im outchea. Yall kids be good" i smiled Nd picked up my bag to go

I walked out and got inside marcus car. He leaned in and kissed me before pullin off.

"Baby i was just with your brothers earlier they talm bout they trynna do some heave work for me. Them niggas my mans dawg."

I just shook my head

"Its fucking freezing rn" i said folding my arms

Once we pulled up at his house i walked in up stairs and sat my bag in his room. Then i reached into his drawer n pulled out a t-shirt and joggers .

I went and sat down next to him in the den as he played his game and pulled out my phone.

15 minutes after him getting hype over him winning his game he paused it and pulled me into his lap so i was facing him.

He instantly started kissing on my neck softly making me close my eyes. Thats when he pushed his lips against mines and I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands made his way up my shirt to unhook my bra.

My stomach instantly dropped. I got scared af sum shit was about to go down so i pulled away. I never did this with boys before of course between these 3 months me n him been together i let him taste sum buh not nun major..

Ive fucked 3 diffrent guys and i got payed alot for it. In the past. All the other ones i just gave head too or did sum work for them n got payed. I never willingly had sex with sumone i loved...ever actually so i got scared asf wen he felt on me

Hes done it a couple times but ive gotten out of it. I keep pushin it off becuz im afraid and i didnt tell him why but he respects it and thats all that matters to me

"Bae stoppp" i whined

"Baby whyyy not. I won where my prize" he poked out his bottom lip

I smiled and decided to reach into his pants and stroke his dick to tease him while i formed a hickey on his neck. He hated actin soft buh he letnout a deep breath letting me kno i was doing somthing right. I smiled n gave him a couple more hickeys
And stopped before he bust a nut and i jumped up and ran upstairs laughing. I heard him curse and run after me .

I rushed thru the long hallway giggling as my adrenaline rushed. I felt him catching up to me as i made my way into the bathroom . As soon as i ran in and turned around to slam it he was standing there breathing hard with a smirk plastered across his sexy face. Which might have turned me on

I busted out laughing looking down at his bulge thru his sweat pants. I covered my mouth laughing then he picked me up over his shoulder and carried me into his room.

He layed me down and I squirmed

"Nooe my turn nigga" he smiled holdin down my wrists.

And kissing down my body. Once he pulled down my clothes and opened my legs i covered my face with my hands. Embarrassed as he admired my well shaved pussy. He then started kissing all over except for my kitty which made me slightly irritated i knew he sinced it cuz he smiled

"Oh you dont like that do you baby" he smirked

"Fuck you" i said crossing my arms

"What the fuck you just say"

He leamed down and slowly slid one finger inside of me. Then another one. And he played in my pussy hitting my g spot everytime causing me to curl my toes

"What the fuck was u saying" he asked while he continued

"Ba-baeee " i stuttered trying to get words out he smiled and leaned his head down to lick my pussy and thats when i immediately pushed his head down further and play in his hair as he dashed his tongue up and down my pussy. Flicking my clit wit his tongue. I arched my back as i was about to reach my climax he sped it up. Causing me to yell out his name. And a split second before i came all over his fingers he pulled them out n sucked his fingers

"Yummy" he smiled and walked out the room

"I fuckin hate you dawg" i laughed hard asf before pulling up my pants.

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I woke up early as hell with marcus arms wrapped around me. I got up and looked out the window n watched the snow fall. It was 5 days before christmas and 2 before arkells 19th birthday. I was excited asf. We were all meeting at my moms house tonight to discuss what to get arkell. I got the perfect gift

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Things are really lookinh up this month. My mom has made such tremendous improvement in her actions and taking care of my sisters im so happy for her. Shes making more money than she was before and shes been able to fix up the house . Im so proud shes making big decisions and handling her business .

Arkell and trey have been slacking kind of in school trying to make big money. I cudnt fuss them out about trapping bcuz at the end of the day there going to do wtf they want.

Me n marcus are pretty good. Hes met my mon n grandma . They all love him. Im happy bcuz i really like him too. I havent said i loved him yet but i planned on it. I just want to make sure everything is ready. Hes really sweet to me. Occasionally he wud yell or handle me rougher then usual either wen hes high or we fighting but i never let it get any further than that.

I know he wudnt hurt me cuz he loves me.. For once a guy thas not my brothers actually loves me😊

Im writing this at 3 in the morning so im sleeping now. Lmao ima update more tmrrw❤️