The next 5 weeks it was filled with classes,assignments, and test.
Christmas came and went.
I stayed in my boarding house during Christmas.
I lied to everyone that I was going somewhere.
But I really wasn't.
Romeo insisted I came to his house.
But I seriously needed to stay away from everyone for a week.
It was the first year being alone during Christmas.
But at least I worked on the tree house in the forest during that whole week.
And it was looking better day by day.
By Sunday afternoon.
It was done.
I only needed to paint and decorated it.
I got back home sweaty and dirty.
I went in the shower.
And rinsed myself
When I saw blood polling at my feet.
I looked all over my body shocked.
The blood were from my arms.
Shit.
I got out of the shower, and took out the first aid kit.
And applied some medication to stop the bleeding and bandage my lower arm.
There was a slash that I never did realize
It did sting abit.
But it was bearable.
The next day sucked more then I imagined.
Everyone was so happy.
Of course they would be.
The only thing I was excited was to see Luke.
That's all.
We talked a lot during the week, but the last text he sent was last Thursday. So I was waiting for Luke to come.
I really did like him
I was slowly falling for him.
I bit my lip.
I heard laughter.
And my head snapped towards the door.
To see Luke and patsy a girl from biology, laughing and chating
I was so happy to see him, when she learned up to him, and whispered something to his ear, and kisses his check, giggling.
My whole world stopped.
He turned around and I looked down at my books.
Oh my god.
I/ was wrong
Gosh I felt mad/sad/hurt
"Taylor!! Your back!" He said
I looked up to see him smiling at me and siting next to me.
"Umm ya" I said my voice cracking abit
"You okay?" He asked
"Yeah I'm fine." I said not looking at him.
The teacher just came in time.
I tried my best to concentrate in class.
But my heart was quenched and so hurt that I just fell so weak.
"Okay students, please start on the measurement cutting now" the teacher said
I got my wood from the shelf and the wood saw.
I started cutting it slowly, trying to cut it right.
My mind wasn't in peace.
And I started cutting, when I felt pain suddenly.
And when I looked down, I saw blood from my palm.
"!!!" Someone screamed.
I dropped the saw and the wood.
And I was stunned to see everyone's eyes on me.
"Jesus Christ!! Taylor are you okay?" He rushed over me the teacher.
I looked around to find for LUKE but he wasn't there.
"Ummm yeah I'm fine.. I'll get cleaned up..." I said and took my bag and rushed out of the door.
I heard people calling my name.
I need to get out.
I need to clam down.
I was going mad. I was losing myself.
I just couldn't take it anymore.
I ran out of the building and walked straight to the bus stop of the main UNI building and ordered for a cab to the police office where Romeo worked at. I tore a part of my shirt to stop my plan from bleeding, the pain wasn't even in my mind .
I just need to find my parents.
