Truly, MADly, Deeply

Chapter 2. Start Over

I heard running from behind me. I knew it was louis running behind me. He wanted to apologize for trying to give me a hug. I knew him by now. The bad boy persona that Louis was trying to take on would never cover up that beautiful boy underneath. Maybe beautiful isn't the right word, funny and caring guy.

"Niall? I am sorry." There was a moment of silence before I decided to answer him.

"It's not you lou. I'm frustrated." I looked up into his broken eyes. He was always that boy that would cover up his emotions.

"I didn't mean to bring it up. The thing is that you say your relationship is a bad one. But...... I don't even have one." His brown hair that was stuck to the side began to sink, like a puppies ears.

"Boo?" He looked up quickly. He was obviously suprised I used the nickname. "Can I still have that hug?"

We walked back into the house about an hour after we went out. It began to rain and my shoes were filled with water. So it was probably a good time to go home. I wasnt particularly the happiest about seeing Liam again, but he and I both knew that I couldn't stay away from him for very long.

I opened the door slowly. The light by the couch was on. Liam sat there, his hands pressed into his face. A sob escaped his mouth. Louis came in behind me. I put a finger up to his lips and nodded my head to the stairs. He tiptoed up them.

I walked over to Liam and rubbed my hands down his back.

"Niall I am so sor-"

"Don't worry about it baby. I kn"

"It's all my fault. I didn't mean to tell at you. I was busy and stressed. I love you Ni." I nodded. I knew he loved me. His lips were swollen and red. His eyes were puffy and closed. It wasnt a pretty sight the streaks going down his face were the trail of his tears.

I came around the side of the couch and sat beside him. I grabbed his hand and pressed my lips to his knuckles.

"I." I moved my mouth to his forearm. Gently I did the movement again. "Love." I moved up to his shoulder. "You." I scooted closer, I was basically on his lap. Then I aimed for his cheek but he turned his head and our lips brushed. I could almost smell the love going off of him. I drove my fingers into his short hair and drug his neck towards me, deepening our kiss. His tongue grazed my bottom lip. He didn't even give me time to enjoy our kiss. I denied his access and continued just our lips touching. I moved my head to the right. I wanted to be closer to him.

I pulled away, a pop broke our kiss. "Too." I grinned. I watched him. He search my face. His eyes wandering my body. I didn't realize I was straddling him until he rubbed his hand down my chest. I looked at his body. My eyes lingering on his birthmark. His sweet spot. I leaned forward into his neck and nuzzled my nose onto his jawline. All of my body weight onto his. I was small compared to Liam but I was definately not light. Liam was strong, his biceps big and he had a beautiful 6 pack.

I sighed, "Night, love." I closed my eyes.

"Goodnight, sweetheart." He kissed my hair. Inhaling my scent. He smelled like Burberry Brit. My favorite cologne. It was 85$ for a bottle, I loved it. He picked my up. I clung to him. Once we got into my room he leaned over the bed. I refused to let him go.

"Baby. Let go."

"No, Liam! I want to make love to you." I smirked. My eyes were still closed. He kissed my lips and grinned into my mouth.

"If you wake up early." He move closer so his mouth was by my ear. "I will fuck you so hard." He bit my ear lobe. I could feel myself starting to get hard and my face was blushing.

"I'll be up at three."

"I wont." He pushed my down on the bed and climbed ontop of me. He pressed his lips to mine and grinded his sexy body against me. My erection grew quickly. My body begging for more. I moaned. He stopped and got off me.

"Night babe." His starts to walk out the door.

"Can you sleep with me?" He turned around and nodded. I curled into his hot chest and fell asleep. I'm guessing we are good. I loved him and he loves me.

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed. I got up and walked down the stairs.

"Wild sex last night?" Harry yelled at me. I grinned and smoothed out my hair. Liam approached me and kissed my lips.

"Just a little." He flinched and crinkled his nose. I turned my head and gave him a look he picked up on. "Morning breath."

I nodded and wAlked up the stairs towards the second bathroom on the second floor. I opened up the door to a very steamy bathroom and a very steamy louis. He was naked. I rolled my eyes as he bent down to grab his towel. I brushed my teeth quickly.

"Hey ni. Are you and Liam better?"

"Yeah."

"Oh. Would you want to go shopping later? Before our concert." He asked. I smiled before spitting out the remaining tooth brush and rinsing my mouth.

"Sure." I was looking for a day off. Something to take my mind off of things. I was ready to shop.