Save You Tonight (Niall Horan Love Story)

Chapter 3: Meeting One Direction

Chapter 3: Meeting One Direction

Monica POV

We were coming out of the rehearsal room the ones that have a mirror on one side so we could see what we looked like as we sang. I walked into my room and started scrolling through twitter.

"Hey Monica how was it meeting Austin yesterday?"

"Do you like Austin back?"

"Why does Austin like that fat attention seeking whore with no talent?!"

"Ew I never knew Austin was interesed in fat fucked up peice of shit like you!"

"Are you excited to meet 1D, I heard you're a directioner?"

I responded to the 1D question. 

"Of course I am! I've been a directioner since 2011! :)"

I decided to turn off my phone as the hate I would usually get would always make me physically wince like it literally 'hurt' me. I got up from my bed and stood in front of the mirror. 

"Maybe they're right." I said staring at my thighs.

"Maybe I am fat. Maybe I don't have talent. Maybe I am an attention seeking whore." I said to myself tears stinging my eyes. I broke down in front of the mirror yelling at my reflection.

"Why?! Why can't I be pretty?! Why can't I be skinny?!" The door burst open. I didn't realize I was having a panic attack until the girls started trying to calm me down.

"Quick Halley get a cold wet towel!" Charlotte yelled. Halley sped out of the room.

"Shh it's okay it's okay." Brenda said as she rubbed circles on my back. And in that moment Halley came back with the towel and place on my forehead. I hated this being treated like a baby I pushed the feeling aside and let my panic attack get the best of me.

"They're right! They're all right!" I screamed as I scrambled on the floor letting the towel drop off of my forehead.

"Who Monica, Who?!" Halley asked concern in her voice.

"Them!" I said as I pointed to my phone. Brenda scrambled to my phone I forgot that she was still trying to comfort me. I saw her jaw tense as she unlocked my phone. She passed my phone around each girl taking a chance to read what was on the screen.   Charlotte threw my phone back on my bed a little too harder than she intended as she looked back to see my phone fall of the other side of the bed.

"No they're not Monica! Don't believe them they're just trying to bring you down because your higher than them and they know they can't reach you! You're one of the most beautiful people I've ever met! I just don't understand how you can't believe you're beautiful i mean you're you!" Charlotte yelled as she paced back and forth in my small room. Halley and Brenda nodded. I didn't realize I had stopped crying until I felt the tears dry on my face and hiccuped a breath that I really needed. Charlotte kneeled down to our height and hugged us.

"Come on girls it's time to go and get ready." Brenda said as she wiped her face I didn't even know she was crying until now.

Brenda POV  

I led the girls out of Monica's room. I was heart broken at the sight of seeing Monica cry especially since she was the youngest. The girls didn't know this but my old best friend committed suicide because just like Monica she thought she was fat. After that day I made a promised not only to myself but to my bestfriend that if I had a chance to make someone feel good about themselves that I'd take the chance.

"Hey, Bren, you alright?" Halley asked that's when I noticed I was crying.

" Yea, I'm fine just got a little emotional with what just happened." I said wiping away the tears. And almost on cue Simon walked in.