(listen to Wipe your Eyes by Maroon 5 while reading this)
I unlocked the door to Zayn and my flat, well now I guess it was just Zayn’s flat. The other night we got into a massive argument over the fact that he NEVER spends time with me, he just goes to the clubs and gets wasted and would be surprised if he went into the special show area. I had told him I was stopping by to get the last of my things and I wanted him out of the house when I arrived. As I stepped inside the comforting smell of the flat hitting me, taking my breath away. I cant say that I’m not going to miss this place and Zayn, but I’m tired and done with all of the shit he puts me through. I deserve better.. Right? I stepped into the bedroom, tears threatening to spill but I blinked them away, going to the closet to get my clothes, turning the radio on. As I was folding all my clothes and putting them away the song Wipe your Eyes by Maroon 5 came on. Seriously this song just HAD to come on?! Instead of just listening to music I listened to the lyrics, its strange how when your sad the lyrics really get to you, huh? ‘I know that I’m causing you pain too, but remember if you need to cry, I’m here to wipe your eyes..’ The song sang, and this pushed my over the edge. I collapsed to the floor, not able to hold the tears back. All the happy memories of Zayn and I flooded my mind, there were hardly any of those now. I wanted the old Zayn back, I want him to be here to wipe my eyes when I cry, I want him to embrace me in his arms. But no, that’s all over now. Amongst my loud sobs I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around me and the familiar smell of cigarettes and cologne hit me, only making me shake and cry harder. “Hey.. Hey Asjia.. No! Please don’t cry baby..” I felt him whisper in my ear, send the chills up and down my body. He turned me around, tilting my chin up so I was looking into his eyes. “Please don’t lose your faith, don’t worry cause I’m here to keep you safe, I promise if you let me see your face, that I wont let you down, I wont let you down, I’m here to wipe your eyes.” He sang to me, the tears filling both our eyes. I slammed my body to his, sobbing into his chest, his hands slowly rubbing my back. “Im here you wipe your eyes..” He whispered, softly kissing the top of my head.
