Addicted

Chapter 5

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***Charlotte's P.O.V.

I held her hand so tightly that I could swear that I heard her wrist snap. I just looked at her, how stupid could she possible be? I could only imagine, if she was covered in blood like this, how her room looked. I threw her against the wall and cupped my hand around her throat. I could just feel her smile behind her little mask.

"If you kill another woman, I will blood starve you," I said bitterly as her hand some to my face.

Her fingers softly stroked my pale cheek, "You are so beautiful, Charlotte," she ran her hand through my hair. "Even when you are angry your skin glows and your hair shimmer." she smiled.

I tightened my hand around her throat and knocked her hand away from my face, "I am here to protect you. but how the hell am i suppose to protect you if you keep killing these women? we are scared to give you assistances and maids for this very reason!" then i lowered my voice and softened my eyes and rubbed a finger down the cheek of her mask, "I can't protect you from all the people who want to kill you..."

I watched her lips move as she began to speak, "Then you better try your damnedest."

That struck a sour not in my heart, this poor sick woman, I loved her but she was so blind to everything else besides her own self. I looked into her eyes, dark glint went over my eyes, and I said angrily, "If the day ever come were either its me..or you..just know that I'll save myself before I save you." Then I walked away towards Mistress's room.

A strong sense of mortality came over me as I walked toward the Mistress's room, I felt tears come to my eyes. As I came closer to the door I didn't even want to go in. My heart was pounding in my chest and I said a small prayer to myself. The light came through the crack of the door and illuminated the hallway like a ray of sun shine. I nudged the door open slowly and stepped inside. I stepped in something tacky, I couldn't bring myself to look down at what it was. I kept my head up and I continued into the room as a tear came to my eye. My long dressed started to drag through something thick. I closed my eyes and took a breath. I could smell death in the room, it was so strong that I felt that it would overcome me. I opened my eyes and looked down. My eyes widened and a look of disgust came to my face. Of all the ways Mistress had killed these women, this was the first time that she had fully decapitated one. I ripped off the bottom of my dress so that I came up to my thigh and it didn't drag the floor. I started angrily out of the room.Mistress was still in the hallway. I walked right up to her and slapped her. The back of my hand connected loud with her thin emotionless mask.

"You heartless heathen. Murder is one thing, but a full decapitation is another. What were you thinking? What am I to tell your father? What am I to tell her family? What am I to do with you?" I asked her, my temper was growing short with her.

She loudly softly, "The girl was an orphan she has no family!"

My dark blond wings unfurled and ripped the back fo my dress. I put my hand tightly around her throat and pushed her agains the wall again. My massive wings covered our petite bodies completely. "What are you?" i snarled, "Do you have a heart, at all? She had a young sister..doesn't that count as family? Where is your humanity?"

"It died with him..." she said it so softly that I almost had to strain to hear what she was saying, but I knew the 'him' she was referring to..Richard.

"That was not your fault!" I yelled to her, "He gave his soul to Satan many years ago...Satan just came to collect what was rightfully his."

"And my face? I guess that was just a small sacrifice that had to be made, huh?" she questioned.

"That was your fault. We told you not to go near that room that night and you did it anyway," I spoke honestly. "It was your sacrifice to see your beloved Richard agian."

"Sacrifice?!"

"Yes! Sacrifice. You had a choose to go with him or stay here. If you truely loved richard then you would've went him. But your heart is unpure and you are a vial beast. Therefore, Satan gave you an appearance to go with your inner evil." I said softly. I shrugged my shoulders and I calmed my nerves and my temper. My wings recalled themselves back into my body, I stood before Mistress in my tattered, I shrugged my shoulders once more then walked away. 'Foolish and stupid you are, but you are beautiful to me' I thought to myself as I left her speakless in the middle of the hallway.

I saw an older maid in the hallway and spoke to he softly, emotionlessly, "Send a clean up crew to Mistress's room."

"Yes, Madam," She replied and walked away swiftly, "What do you want us to do to the body?"

As if I were dead inside, void of all emotions, "Burn it to ashes."

The maid's eyes grew wide, "But..Ma..Madam.."

"Do as I say," and i sent her away with a flick of my hand. I continued down the hallway and up a large flight of stairs to the rooftop. I unfurled my wings to the mid-day cloudy skies and I said a prayer to the Lord, I knew he would listen.