5/7/13
How can my day get any worse? We start at my girlfriend thinking there is to much going on in her life to have a bf. ok so now I'm single, it put a dent in my day that my wonderful mom buys me monsters to get over it. And did I mention today is my last court date? (5/7/13I Just have to go get done with court. I get done (passed) and now I'm happy, I get to go get monster and go to my friends :D when I get to my car my brother is in the front seat playing his laptop (geek) we get in the car and when my mom starts it all you hear Is the cooling fan. At this point FML. At the courthouseno cops would jump start it (wtf how are they helping the people?) my mom gives me 10$ to find a close store and get drinks. I walk 5 blocks to find a store. I'm so happy at this point I get monster, I race in to find out they don't have the kind I want. I get pissed!! I get my moms and brothers drink. And head back. After walking all the way back they are done, wtf I'd wrong with this world???? After I make a special trip I get my monster, an go to my friends where I spider webbed half of my screen. At this point I will load the gun as long as you pull the trigger
5/8/2013
Trust
Trust you do not get easy. You can not buy it, you can't inherit it, nor can you be born with it. Trust is something you gain. When people think I trust them 100% they are wrong. I might say I trust you (I do just to an extent) but in reality i have not trusted anyone completely for a long time. When someone takes your trust and plays with it like a pinball machine at an arcade you tend to not let many people in. When it happens you try your best to keep your head high. But it's hard when you get that feeling deep down that feels like a-thousand needles ripping you apart. The only thong at this point that has kept my head this high is one saying that I have remembered as far back as I can "What does not kill you, only makes you stronger."
