i ask...
"i should ignore them if i already notice how cold response they give to me for my own peace right?"
and you said, "you still care, thats why it hurts. you choose yourself first before anyone or anything else."
then my tears down nonstop.
how you can ask me that?
because thats how i am living my life.
to always think how anyone else would feel and response.
to imagine the list of scenario that can be happen.
to ensure the possibility of action i can take if anything happen, pro and cons.
but then... yeah.
i guess thats why i am the one who always to cry first when someone i care start ignoring me.
or when i think they are.
or when i think they not giving the same affection i gave them.
thats how pathetic i am really are, isnt?
