Nothing was like it used to be, I just wanted to go back to the time where everyone didn't walk on eggshells around me. we used to have fun, sing in the kitchen, mock each other, we laughed together.
My dad doesn't want me going out anymore, I miss school. It sounds weird because if there was something I hated more than my dads homemade lasagna it was school, but I miss it, I miss seeing Peter, MJ and Ned, they are my best friends, but dad refuses to let Ned and MJ come visit me, and even though Peter almost lives here, and my dad doesn't have a say in when he comes around he avoids me too.
weeks have gone by and I don't know what to do anymore, in the beginning I was fine with being left alone. I didn't want to talk with anyone, but as time went by I began to feel a lot more alone. They all check up on me, and I know they care, but we are not having fun anymore. We used to go out in the city, my dads big partys was the highligt of the week, but he doesn't throw them anymore, and we don't go out into the city shopping.
"Annie" Wanda called from the kitchen. it was probably already dinner time I had spent the whole day in my room just thinking. I went down to the kitchen, where everybody slowly came around. Thor would right about now usually say some stupid joke about the sweatshirt I had on, but he just walked right by me, like they all did. They don't know what to say, how to act, and definitely not how to cheer me up, because this is not working.
We all sat around the table, nobody saying a word just this awkwardness in the air that felt more normal than what I wanted it to be.
"I want to go back to school" I said a bit faster and louder than what I had hoped. everybody looked at me with a worried glance, but to my surprise my dad didn't fight back. "Okay" he said calmly. I felt the feeling of happiness I hadn't felt in a long time, until he continued. "Right after you start training with Wanda." Steve looked at me with a certain look in his eyes and I knew exactly what it meant. - listen to Tony, you need to learn how to control it first, before anything else-
They are all right I should learn to control it, but the problem is, if I learn to control it, I also have to live with what they did to me. this is not who I am. I am Annie a happy girl who would cry to any movie no matter what it was about, I am the girl who would cheer anybody up with a little shimmy dance, to a funky song - I made people laugh, but lately the only thing I've been doing is making people worry. so maybe it was time let the old Annie go, not that I would necessarily like it, but I need to know the new Annie. That doesn't mean I can't be both at some point, but first I need to figure this whole thing out.
"fine I'll do it, I will train with Wanda"
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