They have always been good at pretending.
Pretending they didn't notice the way their eyes lingered on each other. Pretending the late night conversations meant nothing, that the accidental touches didn't make their hearts beat faster, that there was nothing different about the way they looked at each other compared to everyone else.
They had been friends for almost five years.
And for almost five years neither of them had dared to ask what they really were to each other.
The first time they kissed, neither Lio nor Kimi talked about it afterward.
It happened at Kimi's 17th birthday party.
A crowded house full of 16 and 17 years olds who didn't know when to stop.
They had always been close. The kind of friends who knew each other's coffee orders, who could tell when the other was lying, who had spent countless nights sitting on the floor of someone's bedroom talking about everything and nothing.
Maybe they were too close.
But neither of them had dared to say anything about it.
Not until Kimi's party.
It was nearly two in the morning when they ended up on the back porch, away from the music and the people. Lio was laughing about a joke Kimi made and Kimi was looking at him in a way he hadn't before.
Or maybe he had.
Maybe he had just never noticed.
"You're doing it again Kimi," Lio said with a soft smile.
"Doing what?"
"Looking at me like that." Kimi smiled. "Like what?"
"Like you want to say something"
"I do"
"What?"
Kimi didn't answer.
Instead he stepped closer.
It was barely a second of hesitation before their lips met.
At first it was soft, but soon it turned more wild, more willingly.
Kimi's hand moved to lio's hips, while lio's hands rested on Kimi's neck.
It was just the two of them, no one else. They blended everything out, the music, the people, everything.
Kimi licked lio's lip, asking for entrance. Lio opened his mouth slightly and Kimi's tongue slipped inside, exploring every corner of the other boys mouth. Lio softly moaned into the Kiss making Kimi smirk.
"You sound so beautiful"
"~Kimi please"
"Please what?" Kimi said smirking.
"Please fuck me"
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Was it Ever casual?
FanficNo feelings, no expectations, just something casual, until pretending it was nothing became harder than admitting they might have already fallen in love.
