"Really?!" You see him smile brightly then he instantly tries to compose himself to go back to his usual calm demeanor, "I mean, really?"
"Really. But, I guess if that's not what you want..."
"I-I never said that."
"Well then, may I continue with what I was going to say?" You say, placing hands on your hips.
"Please." He motions for you to continue and you nod.
"Anyways... What I really wanted to say is that, I feel the same way. I like you too, Kurapika." You smile brightly at him and he just stares at you, stunned, "I'm sorry I made you wait so long, but I just had to sort out my emotions before I responded, you know? To be sure." You take his hands into yours, forcing him to meet your eyes. You felt a wave of nervousness come over you, but no way were you going to screw up on your confession now, not after a full night of planning and barely any sleep, "Now, I couldn't be more sure of anything in my life. Kurapika, I've desperately fallen for you the day we met, I just didn't know it yet. But from the very beginning, your smile sent my heart into uncontrollable flips every time. After getting the chance to get to know you as a person, I fell hard." You smile lightly at the memories you both shared, "I mean, how could I not? You're both sweet, honest, caring and intelligent. Even after all you've gone through, you still manage to be the amazing, loving person you are, and I admire that about you. You're so strong and passionate in everything you do, and I just... I want to be there with you every step of the way. I promised to help you in your search for the Phantom Troupe, and I promise to without fail. No matter what, I will be there for you because well, Kurapika, I love you."
You look into his eyes and they keep the same shocked expression. You shift in your place uncomfortably waiting for his response. After a few seconds of his unwavering expression you falter and take an uneasy step back. He soon notices this and quickly closing the distance between you two and pulls you into a tight hug.
"I love you too." He says to your relief, "I always have, and always will, no matter what. You wont regret you decision."
You pull back upon hearing the last part. You press your hand onto his face, gently caressing his cheek and you smile, "I could never regret my decision in picking you. I love you Kurapika, and only you."
He smile brightly, brighter than you've ever seen him do before, making your feet go nub and your knees go weak. He supports you and leans his forehead on yours. Ever so slowly, he leans down and presses his lips against yours. They were soft and smooth, gently holding your mouth there for a few seconds before pulling away slightly. He mouth remained achingly close to yours, but no closer as he whispered, "I love you more than you could ever know." And that was it, you couldn't stand it anymore. This time you quickly closed the distance between the two of you and kissing him more passionately this time. He kissed you back just as intensely and pressed your bodies together. You fit together perfectly, as if you had never been apart.
Eventually, you both separate, breathing in deeply for air as you touched your foreheads together. In that moment, you felt complete. As if all of your worries and struggle had melted away and all you could see was how wonderful you life was, knowing that this beautiful blonde was yous, and that you were his. For once the world smiled down on only the two of you and you felt completely at bliss. 'Thank you.' You whispered to every God, deity and mystical being you could think of. You stayed in his arms, never wanting to let go. Fro what you could tell, he didn't plan to either.
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Kurapika left your room a few minutes ago, telling you he'd see you soon, leaving you to slump back into your bed. You lay there is a bright smile on your face the you just couldn't shake. You tried countless of time to remove your stupid grin, but the attempts always ended in fits of giggles and a wider smile. You were just floating in ecstasy and were on a happy high. You rolled about your bed slapping your hands to your face every now and then, to assure you, you weren't dreaming.
Concluding that you had to get ready you padded your way into the washroom and got dressed. Since today, you had no plans of runny through a swamp, getting into fights of climbing a mountain, you decided to dress up a bit.
"You look good." He says. You look up and blush slightly.
"Oh, um... Thank you." You say, not sure how you should continue, but knew you had to, "Killua, listen."
"It's okay," He says, holding up his hand signaling you to stop, "you don't have to say it. I already know."
"No." You decide that he had to hear all you had to say because you were not going to leave things just like that, "I do have to say it."
He stares at you a little taken aback, but remains silent. You take that as a hint to continue.
"I'm really flattered, really, to know that you have feelings for me. And in all honesty I have feelings for you too, just not in the way you do for me. You really are a great guy, and you didn't do anything to make me not want to return your feelings. The cards just fell where they fell, and it just wasn't in that order. But, listen, even though things didn't work out between you and me, I have no doubt in my mind that there is someone out there perfect for you who will love you just as much as you'll love them. I know it." You place your hand on his shoulder and you feel them relax.
"Thanks Y/n." He says.
"I'm so sorry..." You frown, feeling terrible that you couldn't do anymore than say as much.
"It's alright," He smirks, "It's not the end of the world. I meant what I said about staying friends though."
"I wouldn't want it any other way." You smile, giving him a tight hug then continuing down the hall towards the lobby with him at your side.
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Well that's it for Kurapika's side. I'd really like to write more about your life after getting together, but I'm not sure yet. Again, please let me know if you'd like me to continue in the comments, I'd be happy to comply.
Thank you for continuing to read and all of your wonderful comments and support.
~Callie
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Split String of Fate:(Killua x Reader x Kurapika)
FanfictionYou find yourself all alone in a cruel world, wallowing in your dark shadow of a life, until a certain group comes along. These 4 really know how to make you smile, specifically Kurapika and Killua, whom you have a brief history with. How will your...
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