Killua drops his gaze and nods slowly. He gets up and walks towards the door. His hand reaches the handle before he turns around, "What ever you decide, I still want to be a part of your life. And if that means just as friends, I'm okay with that." 

             You smile slightly towards him relieved to hear that he would still want to be your friend if you ended up picking Kurapika, "Thank you Killua." 

            He nods and whispers, "Good night." Over his shoulder before slipping off into the hall and shutting your door. 

            You slowly sink back down into your bed and place your hand on your chest. You wait until your heart reaches a steady pace before thinking about what just happened. 'Okay, I have one night. One night to make possible the biggest decision I've ever had to make.' You sigh heavily and stare at the blank white wall. Once more your eyes uselessly searched the inanimate object for the answers only you could provide and you later shut them. 

            That night you barely got any sleep. You spent hours mulling over your thoughts. You thought about every memory you had with Kurapika and Killua. You recalled every emotion you ever felt in their presence and still found yourself in stalemate. You had no other choice, but you call for help. 

            You pulled out your cellphone and dialed Canary's number. You prayed to the heavens she still didn't change her number from all those years back. You anxiously waited as the phone rang many times. By the nineth ring, the rings were cut off and replaced by an alert, but still tired voice, "Hello? Who is this?" 

           "Relax Canary, it's me." You sigh in relief upon hearing her voice. 

           "Y/n what is it?" She asks this time more concerned, "Are you alright." 

            "Yes," You say, then hesitate, "No... I don't know!" 

            "What happened?" 

            "Killua confessed to me." 

            "And?" 

            "I don't know what to do." 

            "You like him too don't you?" 

            "W-Who told you that?!" You question flustered. 

            "No one, your eyes did." 

            "my eyes?" 

            "The way you looked at Killua when you were here said everything." 

            You stayed silent. 

             "Come on. Just say yes, it's obvious you like him too." 

             "Maybe I do, but what about Kurapika!" 

             "What about him?" 

             "He confessed to me too and I think I like him too." 

             "Damn girl! You've got all these guys falling for you." 

             "Canary..." You pleade anxiously for her to stay serious. 

             "Okay, okay sorry." 

             "What about when I looked at Kurapika? Did my eyes show anything?" 

             "I don't remember..." She paused for a moment trying to think back, "Oh girl you've got it bad for both of them." She concludes. You sigh heavily into the phone. 

             "So what do I do? I asked Killua to give me tonight to think about it and come up with a decision because they've both waited long enough. But it's 2am and I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!" 

             "Okay, just calm down." Canary soothes, "Just think about your favorite moment with them. Think about how you felt, how they made you feel. Think about who made you the happiest, who made your heart race the most and then you have your answer." 

             "Okay..." You say hesitantly and you close your eye trying to recall you favorite memory with Kurapika and then with Killua. Your eyes shoot open upon realizing once memory did bring you more happiness and excitement than the other. Only one person made you feel special by just they way they looked at you. "I think I know my answer." 

             "Now just to be sure, let me ask you. Can you see yourself living without this person?" Canary asks. 

             "No." You say, holding the phone very close you your face. You were smiling stupidly, excited to tell the person that you loved them back. Happy to finally have you answer. 

             "Good. Now all that's left is telling them." 

             "Right..." You said, thinking briefly about how you were about to break a close friend's heart, but that was soon out shined by your thoughts of being with the person you truly loved. 

             "Now go to sleep. Let me know how I goes, okay?" 

             "Okay." You say, "Goodnight Canary and thank you so much." 

            "No problem." She says before hanging up. 

            You fall back into your bed and hug the phone to your chest. Your eye stare at the blank ceiling, not searching for your answer anymore. The ceiling was now the blank piece of paper you needed to plan out what you were going to say. When you perfected your answer, it was 3am. You shut your eyes still wearing a smile on your face and whispered, "Thank you and I'm sorry." Into the wind hoping it would relay your message to it's respective recipients. 

           What was to happen once you woke up, was going to change your life forever. 

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          Again, I'm getting really excited to give the reader's decision. I've had this planned out from the very beginning. As you can tell, the decision will be in the next chapter which I hope to post soon. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe...

~Callie

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