After the offer

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Pure vanilla pov:

I was actually quite suprised when Shadow milk reluctantly but aggred to be my friend.

After that my bluebird appeared in my castle pretty freiquently. I made quite a progress so far with redeeming him althoug Shadow milk does dissapear pretty often. Only to reappear a few weeks later looking tired. I guess he goes to the spire to take care of his two minions or something even though i offered he could move into the castle with them a few times he always declined. I guess we just dont have that type of trust yet. But thats completely fine i'll wait it out no matter how long it take. I want him to be happy afterall.

-"Hello Sillyvanilly did you miss me?"-a voice from the back off the hall...Shadow milk i smile and turn.
-"Yes i did actually. You always dissapear."-
-"Well what can i say my life is full of adventures.~"-he floats above me.
-"Oh well ofcourse i know that its just you dissapear so sudden and return so tired."-i look at him gently but full of worry...

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Shadow milk pov:

My cycles got stronger recently which is not something pleasant. No its actualy horible... Is it beacuse of him?....probaly not...ever since accepting his friendship i have been visiting him often. I dont know if he notices but when i dissapear a take some of his clothes with me they help a lot,his scent helps a lot and whitches i hate it.......I do return them thou so even if he noticed he must think its just the maids or whatever.....

-"Oh well ofcourse i know that its just you dissapear so sudden and return so tired."- he looks at me so worried. It makes me wanna fold...No he is an alpha he should never find out. My preformamce gotten weaker as my cycles got stronger and yet he doesnt suspect anything.Why is he so oblivious??? Even thou i dont want him to know what am i his oblivioisnes still hurts in someway. Its mosly the worrying its so annoying sometimes....
-"Well Nilly life is tiring!"-i smile and float dowm to be on eye level with him. Im gratefull for this gravity spell beacuse he is a lot taller than me. Actually a lot of people betas,alphas are taller than me...i hate being an omega. Uhg.....this is why i wear platform heels.
-"Shadow milk do you really not wanna move in? You can bring your minions too."-he looks at me pleading and his gaze makes me wanna aggre then i remember why i cant........
-" Well i do enjoy it here but i like the spire and my minions well they arent that fond of you yet"- im technicaly not lieing what i said is true im just not telling the full truth.
-" I guess youre right take your time then"-he smiles yet i can hear the dissapointment dripping from his voice. It makes me feel bad. Stupid alpha whit his stupid puppy eyes...blegh!
-" Thank you for understanding. I will try to stay longer."- and yet that night a dissapear from his castle again. Its not my fault after all...
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Pure vanilla pov:

He said that he'd stay longer. He didnt. I know we would probaly never be compatyable after all he's a beta and im an alpha. I would never admit this to him in person but hes far more beautifull then what a beta should be. And no like actually hos is more beautifull than any omega i've met before.

Why does it feel like every time he leaves part of my soul leaves whit him..........

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Shadow milk pov:

Thank the witches im back at the spire in time. It would have been really pathetic other wise.

-"Master are you okay?"-its candy apple and she's running towards me. She does not understand what heat cycles are yet but since she's also an omega like me i have to tell her sooner or later. But i wanna protect her from this truth as long as i can. Saphh arriwes after her. He knows why im back so suddently. He looks worried.
-"Master this is getting out of hand it hasn't been a full moon since your last one-"-he starts
-"I know.."-despite the ache in every part of my body i crotch down to hug Candy. I love my kids. Saphh continues on about how this is weird well atleast he's educatied i rasied this alpha well.
-"Get some rest master"-he says. I hate this state of mine i hate it so much. Pathetic. Painfully pathetic.
-"Im fine sapph i just meed some medicin"-to numb the ache and the sexual desire. Lately it doesnt help that much but better than nothing.
-"Ma-mom please you're litteraly clutching his robes. Please get a little rest just a little."-he is right.
-"Fine..."-i really want to be held right now....

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Authors note:
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