Still With Me? - Lee Heeseung

Your Fault

After years of studying abroad , chasing her dream, now it's the first time she's back to her hometown, her place of birth Seoul, Korea. She planned to work in Seoul as a lawyer.

While she was in the UK, she studied law because that's what she has a passion for. Ever since she was a kid she had desire to become a lawyer because she wanted to protect and deliver justice.

But, when she was on the way back at her hometown, there is message from her long-lost boyfriend or ex-boyfriend or maybe just a friend? She doesn't know and she doesn't want to know.

lheesng sent message.

"I heard you're back in Seoul" Seen.

She only seen his message and continue to pluck in her air pod in her ears on the way back to Seoul in her flight.

God, she doesn't want to remember him because of what he did to her when she was yearning and waiting for him. Her dream of marrying that man is just an imaginary of her dreamland. Well, who knows that his message could bring together their moment again?

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When she arrived at her apartment, she settle down everything and lay on her bed. She was still thinking of his message. Out of all time, why now? Why does he had to message her now? After years of forgetting and being distant from him.

So, she called her one and only bestfriend Sooha.

"Damn, Sooha you are not gonna believe me what happened.."

"What? Is this about your job as a lawyer, some nasty client?"

"No way, cut it out man. Its him."

"Who?"

"Oh God, do I really have to spell it out? Lee Heeseung messaged me."

"WHAT?! WHEN HOW WHY???"

"Damn, only if I know why. After years, Sooha. He message me like nothing ever happened when he-" She cut off herself when she remember she told herself she doesn't want to remember this.

"Well, what does he want?"

"I don't know..."

"Just ignore him and move on, I know it's hard to do so, but if you feel guilty and if you feel like there is need to confront him and maybe he want to explain to you about something he never say before he and you stop everyhting? Think about it or maybe....leave it"

"Sooha, he was the one who stopped all this between us. But, when he came back and message me all these....I kept thinking about it,I don't know anymore..."

"Sarang, It's okay. Take your time and breath. I know this is hard for you, but I'm sure he have something that he wanted to tell or maybe show you...Can't you give him a chance? Or maybe you wanted to let him go and ignore him forever? You know him too well, Sarang. He always get what he wants, and if anybody can't have what he want then he would even sacrifice anything for what he desire"

"Well, you're right..."

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Next day went smooth as she wake up in the morning living her new life as a lawyer after being in lecture class and went for internships for years. Now, this is her time a begin a new life, that's when she received another message from Heeseung.

lheesng sent a message

"Please Sarang , don't ignore me..."

"Ignore you? Years after years Heeseung. Why wouldn't you understand me? She replied

He seen that message.

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Heeseung work as a musician and a part time gamer. He is an instafamous. He loves to do live on IG just to either sing or stream. He hit for about 3 Million followers on his IG. He even had tons of song being produced and he is quite popular in industrial field. But, he wanted to keep it lowkey because he loves what he is doing and aware of it.

Heeseung's love story was so complicated. He was such a stupid to let her go way before everything happened between them. He hated himself for abandoned and hurt her in a way that he doesn't planned nor wanted to.

Heeseung still have her rings that he planned to propose and make her mine, that is when something big happened between them that they fell apart and lost in the sea of unknown. God, he missed her so much like insane. No one could ever replace her, but what he did...was too much for her.

Heeseung's POV

Meanwhile, here am I sitting at the couch while thinking my life decision as soon as I know that Sarang is in Seoul. I really wanted to meet her and make it up for everything that I've done to her and us. God, I love her so much.

There is one thing that I regret doing. I left her when I was at the age of 16 because for some reasons. And of course she hated me for that because I know she loves me so much. How can I find someone like her when there is only one Sarang. I didn't choose to be like this.

The moment when I tried to message and wanted her to reply, I felt like I lose my hope because of what I did. Of course she was healing or maybe do not trust men anymore. I admit that it was all my fault, but that doesn't mean that I'm just gonna give up on her.

God, I wanted to call her so bad as my finger lingering on the call button of her contact name. But, will she answer? What if she's block me and annoyed by my action?

After what felt like hours whether to call her or not, I finally press the call button.

End of Heeseung's POV

-2215PM-

"Hello?" -Heeseung

"Yes?"- She replied. She felt the voice was too familiar to her ear as she wait for him to say something.

"Is this...Sim Sarang?"- Heeseung

The moment that name left his lips, she was too stunned and her heart beat quicken. After years of not hearing those voice, when she get to hear again , it sparked something in herself. Unsure? Longing? Much more to that. She wanted to hang up and tell him not to bother her again but she can't say it. She stay silent because she don't know what to say.

"How dare you..." She said in a tone that really hurt and torn.

When she said that, Heeseung's heart ached. He knows he was wrong and at fault for everything between them.

To be continued....

This is just a beginning, I hope you guys like it!!!

-End of Chapter 1-