Red to purple-downfall(intro)

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*ALL FICTIONAL,NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE REAL*

It was mid-may, when my secret crush told me to stop, it seemed to be obvious that I liked her, admiring, gifting, writing her name and shit. I get that I'm weird, and I'm sorry.

Yes, I cried. Everyone does that after a crush, it was just a crush after all, not really a big deal, but then it was when i promised to not like a girl again, to be normal like others.

To be straight.

i looked ugly, weird, and im an absolute nerd, not like anyone would like a nerd like me.

My ears ring, a sharp one, and there's also pain.

life wasn't easy.

it was hard to fit in even though I've been in the school for years.

they all knew each other well, and mostly since nursery or reception.

I never fitted in, I was just there, and I'm done.

my life has been miserable, never being told that im

"pretty"

always

backhanded compliments

"you're gaining weight"

"you look... bigger.. than last time"

and never

"you look prettier"

I get that I can't change, and life is this way for a reason, but I just hate this.

When it is my turn to get a glow up?

Where is the plot twist in my story?

When will someone love me the way i love?

Late December, it was a new life for me, I got over her, I was forced on family life, it was sable, and meeting new friends.

Finally.

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