dont let me go

chapter 2

demi's pov  

I feel dizzy with the thought of that word I decide to go back to the dorm I get there and decide to take a cold fresh shower right when I was going in I see the door open I see Miley come in  

"what's up "I say  

"what are you doing here "she asks  

"I can ask the same "I say she laughs and I go inside the restroom trying to relax my hormones and stress

zayn's pov  

I go around the campus looking for a certain number I see the door and knock on it seeing a fimilour and happy face  

"Zayn, Wow it's been forever what's up? " 

"yeah I know I kinda need to talk to someone, and am hoping I can count on you "she gives me a frown  

"Zayn you know you can always count on me " she says back ,I didn't believe it but I needed help I needed someone to talk too

"I know thanks Miley " you see the thing with Miley is I know she has a thing for me she told me straight out last year and I guess I admired her for that and she's hot like smoking hot

"so what's wrong "she says sitting down on her bed and makes Hand gestures for me to follow her  

"um so it's about a girl "I see her sadden a bit  

"Oh really tell me more "she says fixing her eyes on me  

"well I've know her basically all my life but I never really talked to her, point is I ended up making out with her " 

"Zayn who haven't you made out with "she says smirking  

"Hey this isn't funny am serious " 

"okay I seriously don't get the point to this you made out with a girl and what? " 

"well now I just can't get her out of my head and it's annoying the shit out of me I seriously can't even think straight. I got her in my head literally she's beautiful end when I kissed her it was different it's nothing I've ever felt and your probably asking yourself if am serious I am I got her hooked on me "I wait for her to say something  

"I.. I think you like this chick Zayn I mean Zayn Malik does not just get paranoid over one thing or it's probably just you being a horny bastard and your just physically attracted to her " 

"Miley I've been physically attracted to someone and it doesn't feel the same. Nothing gets her out of my head ",,,,WAIT maybe I am physically attracted to her . I see Miley smirk and I know she probably got a bad idea she suddenly leans into me and starts kissing me... what the fuck.. I slowly start kissing her back but really all this feels like is me making out with a mop or my pillow she starts getting on top of me but I hear the front door close shut loudly I pull apart from Miley  

"who was that "I ask  

"my roommate demi lovato she's a really nice chick I'd fuck her if I Was a guy maybe even as a girl "she laughs,I widen my eyes and instantly get up  

"fuck Miley!!!! "I say rubbing the back of my head  

"what?? "she asks and tries to pull me down to the bed again  

"that was her, fuck why didn't you tell me, now I look like the biggest dick ever "Miley gets up and has different expressions on her face I get out of the room searching for demi

demi's pov  

that was an unpleasant surprise am so pissed, pissed at Zayn, pissed at Miley,but mostly pissed at myself I can't even breath right now am so mad I feel like breaking down and crying because yeah that was really the only time me and Zayn were that close physically and verbally but for some reason it felt special . I don't even know if am jealous or because I feel like a used rag I go outside, feeling the nice breeze I start walking to a place I found out last year where no one really passes by I put my earphones on and sit on the grass trying to relax myself I put my head in between my knees and close my eyes finally feeling peace. That is until I feel someone next to me I pick my head up seeing Zayn there  

"nice weather huh " no you can't just ask about the weather he's crazy am seriously so close to slapping him  

"nice weather, yeah... nice company not really "I say looking at him with the best glare I've ever done.. props to me  

"ugh come on don't look at me that way I hate it. Just stop staring at me that way am sorry " 

"sorry,sorry for what being a man whore " 

"ouch, you know when you say that to a guy it hurts more than you can think off.. it's like calling a girl a man "he says staring right at me talking in the same relaxed tone  

"it's suppose to hurt "I say giving him a 'you idiot face ' 

"so you only like my company when my lips are pressed to your skin huh "he whispers in my ear every so often his lips scraping my neck I get the chills all over my body. I freeze and I know he noticed how tense I got, he surprisingly moved his body away from me and was about to get up when I grab his hand he turns his face to me and I get closer to him  

"i'm actually really sorry "he says playing with his hands  

"for what? it really doesn't matter were not dating or anything it really is no big deal "I say am lying super big deal because I like him.. no you don't says another voice in my head  

"why am I bad company then "he says knowing that I was actually taken back by this

zayn's pov  

"well okay maybe I was mad because why on earth would you do that Zayn,like you can't go around kissing people, people like me " 

"wait what do you mean "I ask  

"nothing never mind " fucken shit I hate when people do that  

"well now you have to tell me, you can't start a topic and leave me hanging like that " 

"Zayn, you left Miley hanging like that "she says and gets up I get up and grab her wrist  

"wait demi I know what this is, your jealous super jealous, jealous that my lips were on top of mileys instead of yours, jealous my hands were around her body not yours "I smirk she pulls her hand away from me and I grab her waist harshly slamming her onto me  

"I. am. not. jealous "she clears out to me but I know she is  

"okay then I believe you ,but can we talk like mature people that we are " 

"fine, I guess "she says pushing me off her and sits down on the grass I sit down next to her  

"I am not jealous "she says I laugh and nod my head  

"alright, I told you I believe you "I look at her admirably she's so beautiful and maybe things happen for a reason like maybe I kissed Miley for a reason, so I can have another reason to talk to Demi the 'un- jealous 'Demi

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