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You feel insecure (part one: BANGCHAN)

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER INCLUDES Y\N STRUGGLING WITH BODY  IMAGE ISSUES, SLIGHT ED ECT PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU FIND THIS TRIGGERING <3

Y\N:
I was in my  room deciding what to wear. Chan and I   were going out for a dinner with the rest of skz and some other close friends. Chan enters the room to grab his cologne. "Hey baby." He says in his cute squeaky accent "Hiya love, you ok?" I reply rummaging through drawers to find something. "Yeah just grabbing my cologne, are you looking for something?" He asks turning towards me to see which drawer you were looking through. "I'm trying to find something to wear, but I'm not really sure what to decide on..." I say in a confused tone. Chan walks over to me and I feel him put his hand on my shoulder with a slight grin on his face... "Can I choose?" I turned around to face him catching his grin, you hesitantly respond "I mean it depends... What were you thinking?" He turns around to look through your drawers, a few moments later he turns back around holding a white flowy top with a slightly short skirt and black tights. "This!" He says so confidently that my heart almost bursts from how cute he is being. I take a look at the outfit and realise that it's actually very nice. I slowly nod and take it from Chan "That's actually not as bad as I thought it would be!" I say slightly giggling. Chan grins "I knew you would like it." I lay the outfit on the bed and Chan leaves the room waiting for me to surprise him when I come out.

-Few mins later-

After putting on the outfit I  look in the long wooden framed mirror in the corner of mine and Chan's room.
As I  look in the mirror, my eyes nearly pop out of my head, the outfit was perfect, I  was shocked to find out that Chan had so much style when it came to styling Me. As I glance around the mirror I see a picture of me and my best friend from a few years ago. I  frown when I see it, I looked so different now. In the picture I  look more thinner, more prettier. I look back into the mirror at myself now, plumper, and in your eyes less prettier... I keep looking back and forth between myself and the photo as tears start to well in my eyes. Soon those tears turn into a full on crying session. Sobs left my mouth as the tears turned my face wet.

*Chan*
Im waiting downstairs for Y\N, I knew she still had to get ready but gosh she was taking a while, I'm finally deciding to go upstairs and check on her. As I reach our bedroom door, I hear sobs and sniffles coming from inside. Is Y\N crying ? I think to myself. I open the door, just a crack to see what's going on and the sight I saw broke me. Y\N was crying Infront of the mirror... I quickly open the door and just stood there like examining her face as she turns around, her face covered in tears from crying.
I take a few steps towards her "Baby whats- what's wrong, why are you crying?" I ask as I pull her into my arms. I hear her muffled sobs as she crys, her head hidden in the crook of my neck. "Shhhh there now love it's ok" I pause "I'm here it's ok, let it out.."
I rub her back as I slowly rock side to side with her in my arms. I start to hear her sobs quite down, I pull her away from me and look down at her. She's still crying, just not as much as she was before. I slowly walk her to the bed, my arms still wrapped around her. Were both sat down on the bed and I look at her with sadness in my eyes. "W-whats wrong Y\N?" I pause before I speak again "I-its ok, you can tell me, your so safe."

*Y\N*
I sigh before looking up at Chan. I didn't want him to see me like this, I think it's embarrassing. Gosh I must be such an embarrassment to him, I've gained all of this weight without realising. I thought quietly in my head. "I-I-Im ok" I sniffle as I try to make up a lie so Chan won't worry so much about me. "Don't lie to me Y\N" I hear Chan say in a slightly stern but loving way "What's going on? You can tell me, you can tell me anything." I finally give in, know that lying isn't going to do anything. "W-well I've just changed." I say in a quiet tone. Chan looks at me confused "Changed, how?" He asks. "Like with my looks, Look at this picture" I say as I hand it to him. He looks at it and smiles "You look gorgeous here Y\N." He says grinning. "That's the problem!" I say a little too loud. He looks at me confused signalling for me to continue. "Well look at me now and look at me then..I was so much thinner, my skin was clearer and well... I was just better looking back then. Gosh you must be so embarrassed of me, I've gained so much weight and changed so much without realising and now you and my friends and your friends and everyone must be so disappointed and embarrassed of me now!" I say standing up and pacing slightly, more tears now coming out of my eyes. "Y\N.." Chan mutters standing up, holding my shoulders to stop me from pacing. "I don't understand.." I look at him, eyebrows furrowed and my head slightly turned sideways.
"I don't get how you could think of yourself like that..."
He takes in a deep breath..
"Your so gorgeous Y\N, I'm so in love with you and I realise that more and more every single day... I love they way you look both now and then." My face softens as he carys on. "Y\N you are the most beautiful person I have ever met and it kills me that you don't think that." He takes my hand and squeezes it "Yes you may have been thinner back then but you healthier now, you got better and I am so proud of you for that. Honestly I'd rather have you being healthy and feeling well then you being unhealthy and unhappy to just fit the basic 'beauty standard ' which infact takes away your natural beauty!" Chan says making me tear up, with happy tears this time. "R-really?" I ask "Yes! I love you so much and I know the boys definitely are not embarrassed to be your friend, because you are the most breathtaking, kindest, loving person ever!Aswell and the rest of our friends think that too! He says engulfing me into a hug.

I feel safe with Chan, happy with him, he's the person who helped me through my most hard times and he still helps me!

"I love you Y\N" I hear him say in a muffled voice
"I love you too Chan." I replied...

OK I KNOW THIS WAS CRINGE AND YALL CAN MAKE FUN OF IT ALL YOU WANT BC TBH SO AM I! ANYWAYS ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST EVER STORY SO BEAR WITH AND I HOPE YALL HAVE A GREAT DAY\NIGHT

REQUEST WHICH STORYS TO DO NEXT! (I CAN ALSO DO A SIMILAR ONE TO THIS BUT WITH A DIFFERENT MEMBER<3)