My Digital Escape

My name is Alex

I sit in my room looking at my twitter thinking about all the hate tweets im getting. I cant take it anymore. I go to my bathroom and get my blade and start cutting my arm. one for being ugly one for being fat and one for existing and five more because im stupid. I sit on the floor and cry. I should just end it now. But I can't i love johnnie to much to do that. I just wish he felt the same way. i return to my room notice i got a text from johnnie.

J- hey alex!
A-whats up?
J-just wondering if u wanna come over?
A-sure be there in ten!

I fix my hair and i go to johnnies house.when i get to his house i got to his room "hey whats up!" he says "nothing much dawg do u have any peace tea?" "yeah." we go down stairs. so what do u wanna do i ask.

I don't know he replies i gues we could watch a movie. Ok I say.i roll up my sleeves why is it so hot in here? i ask. What happened to your arm! he asked. oh shit i thought to myself. Alex your too beautiful to do this to yourself!! he said. no im no- he cut me off with a kiss. i kissed back and pulled away shortly. What the hell was that i asked. not angry but surprised i don't know im so sorry alex he said well dont be i liked it i replied I leaned back in and kissed him again.