Lost In Time ,, (A Zayn Malik Vampire Love Story ) *Under A Major Editing*

For The First Time In A While

I looked at zayn's back which was shaking violently with wide eyes because he was trying to contain his sobs so I won't hear him
I grabbed his hands but he held his head down not wanting to look at me
I put my hand under his chin pushing it upwards to look at him ,, he looked at me his cheeks soaked with tears ,, my heart broke at the state he was in cursing my stupidity ,, I cupped his face gently brushing his tears away with my thumbs but he only cried harder
I sat on his lap bringing his head to my chest
He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist
" I - I swear I didn't want to h-hurt my sister Zina I Couldn't c-control myself "  my tears started to fall on their own when I heard his broken voice ,, I hugged him harder brushing his hair
" shh it's okay, I believe you " I tried not sob but I failed ,, I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing so i won't make everythinh worse than i already did
I wish I didn't ask him in the first place
After a while Zayn's sobs died down ,, he pulled away wiping his tears
" I'm sorry for crashing our date Now where were we " He smirked trying to act like nothing happened ,, I stared At him with a shock expression , I was surprised at how tough he can look like although he's broken inside
I snapped out of my thoughts to find him gazing at space seeming to be deep in thoughts ,, I watched his face carefully noticing a disappointment look cross his eyes
I leaned down slowly capturing his lips . I pushed his face towards my by his neck kissing him softly
He was shocked at first but he responded seconds later as soft as I was kissing him ,, his hands that were on my waist  brought me close to his body slipping under my hoodie making me arch my back from the coldness of his touch against my warm skin
I wanted to take his mind of what he was thinking so I did the only thing that could district him ,, I picked my courage biting on his bottom lip tugging on it slowly then licking it softly ,, Zayn's muscles tensed as a loud groan escaped his throat ,, I let his lip go moving down to his neck but not before leaving a trial of kisses on the way ,, I was so nervous because it is  the first time I do something like this

Zayn's POV :-
She was nervous ,, I could feel it but not because I was reading her mind ,, they way her body burned under mine making me feel it's heat from inches away and her heart that was beating like crazy told me she was nervous as hell ,, her soft warm lips came in contact with my cold skin making me moan heavily ,, she left an open mothed kiss on my neck brushing her lips against my skin moving them upwards ,, she sucked on the skin under my jaw biting on it which made me let out a long loud groan I was a moaning mess under her small soft lips ,, the feelings she gives me makes me feel like i'm in heaven ,, this the first time I feel like someone has a full control over me , I laid back with her on top of me still kissing the spot under my jaw , I closed my eyes enjoying every second of her lips on my skin but to my dislike she pulled away looking at my face blushing madly ,, her long hair falling perfectly beside my face making her look even more beautiful than she already is , she leaned down again kissing my lips one last time making me whine when she was pulling away
" thank you for tonight Zayn ,, it was perfect and I'm really sorry for asking that question earlier ,, If I knew it would bother that much I'd never ask it "  she finished looking ashamed
I put my hand on the back of her neck bringing her lips back to mine giving her a quick kiss
" I should be the one who's saying thank you for giving me another chance and I've never told that story to anyone so it was good to get it off my chest " I said against her lips looking at her in the eyes
brushing her hair
" can we go inside it's getting cold here " she asked pulling away with a small smile
" sure,  let's go " I said getting up after Zina taking her small hand in mine leading us inside ,,
" do you want to eat something before we get you to your room " I asked
" No , I'm full ,, we had dinner 2hours ago remember " she asnwerd with a light giggle

"Oh Yeah right "  I said stopping in front of her Room's door
" here we are ,, if You need anything my room is at the of the hallway " I added kissing her forehead ,, When I was about to unlock our hands she tightned her grip on it
I looked at her frowning ,, her head was hanging low and she was bitting her lower lip

" can you stay ? " she whispered still looking down

I was shocked ,, I thought She didn't want me to stay close to her all the time ,, that she still hates me a little ,,

" I'm sorry to ask ,, It's Fine if you don't want to " her soft voice brought me to reality making me realize that i haven't answer her yet

I wrapped my hand around her waist bringing her closer to me into a hug lowering my head so it's on her shoulder

" Are seriously asking me that question " I said against her neck as she let go of my hand wrapping both of her arms around my torso leaning on my chest " Of course I want to ,, but don't get mad when I attach myself to you 24/7 like 3 years kid to his mother " I added chuckling at my stupid example

She giggled rubbing my back soothly after a short while in each other's arms ,, she broke away taking my hand leading me into the room as I stared to the way she laced her small fingers in my large one

" I'll Go brush my teeth ,, I won't take long " she said nervously tugging her hair behind her ear
 
" Take your time I ain't goin Anywhere " I winked knowing that I'll make her blush ,, and Hell I was right ,, she Blushed backing away to the bathroom quickly so she could hide her blush

After she closed the door behind her ,, I took the chance to get ready to bed

As I took the last Piece of my clothes and stood in nothing but my boxers Zina came out ,, she bent down so her hair is falling against her face then she grapped it and started to put it a bun ,, and when she was done I couldn't stop myself from staring at her ,, she looked beautiful with her hair in a bun and those loose strands of her hair falling nicley before her ear ,, when she raised her head to gaze at me her eyes widened ,, both of us stood silent secretly admiring each other

" Why did you took your clothes off " she trailed off her face slolwy becoming red

I smirked ,, I will always love the effect I'm Having on her
" Darling I'm only keeping my boxers for you ,, I usually sleep naked ,, so consider yourself lucky that I still Have something on " I smirked with a shrug getting between the sheets

She stood there with her eyebrows raised from shock and confusian

" Are you comin' or what ? " I asked patting the spot next to me on the bed

" Yeah , sure " she stuttered walking towards the bed getting in beside me but keeping her distance laying on her side with her back facing me then she was thinking that she's acting weird because she was the one who asked me to stay with her  ,,

" you know you were the one who asked me to stay right ? " I asked deciding to play a little game with her

" And you know that I know you were in my head Right ? "

Shit , I really didn't expect that reply ,, she became sassy those past days and honestly it turns me on

Seconds passed of me being shocked ,, she turned around glancing at me then to the space in front of her then back at me

She locked her gaze with mine getting closer to me until she was inches away from me ,, slowly and with a lot if hesation she leand down so her head is between my head and my shoulder placing her palm softly on my chest

" Thank you For everything today ,, I'm really gratfull because no on have ever did something like this to me ,, It was an amazing and unforegtable day ,, Thanks a lot Zayn " She said slowly fighting sleep but she failed as she spelled the last word drifting into deep sleep

I felt her slow and calm breathes against me informing me that she's a sleep 
If I was A human ,, goospumbs would appear on my skin at how warm and soft her skin and breath felt against my skin
I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling ,, it Felt like i'm blessed ,, with her I didn't feel like I'm cursed like I always feel ,, it felt like I Have everything i'd ever need right here in my arms ,, she Was the only light that's left for me in my dark path of life and I'm Not willing To let Her Go .
I smiled looking at her sleeping figure in my arms brushing her hair of her face slowly so she won't wake up ,, For The first time In A Long Time I feel like there's A reason why I'm still alive .

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