As I lie beside you
the night softens around us
and for a moment it feels like the world has paused
just for this just for us
Your warmth presses into me
slow and steady familiar
and my body wants to melt into yours
I think this feels right this feels like home
and yet my mind spins
am I imagining this?
Is it real or just how my brain fixates?
Our legs tangle naturally
your arm curves around me
and I feel a pull deep in my chest
a recognition I cannot name
Have I felt this before?
Or am I reading too much into the way you look at me?
Every touch is euphoric and still my thoughts race
Maybe I am just obsessed
Maybe this is hyperfixation
Maybe it is nothing
When I turn to face you
your eyes hold mine with something soft something intense
I want to believe it is real
That your heart is humming the same song as mine
And yet I wonder
Does it feel the same to you?
Am I hoping too hard
Am I seeing meaning where there is none?
Your hand brushes my cheek
and my body leans in instinctively
The kiss is slow warm grounding
and I feel like my soul remembers yours
But still in the quiet of my mind
a tiny voice whispers
Are you reading too deeply into this?
Every heartbeat every shift closer
Pulls me deeper into you and deeper into myself
I want to trust this feeling
To surrender to the gravity between us
But I also want to question it
To make sense of the intensity
that my brain cannot help but amplify
And still through every doubt
through every racing thought
I feel it something undeniable something tender
something that whispers to my soul that its known you before
