something foreseen

Chapter 1.

Her room smells like roses. She let down her hair and I could feel my pulse in my ears. She lets out a soft moan as she kisses my lips. And I drowned in our first kiss. Not wanting to ruin the moment I pulled her close. feeling every part of her body. I want her to be the one. I need her to be. My heart depends on it.

"Hold the door!" She yells as I press my floor on the elevator panel. These buildings need fixin'. The buttons are dirty and the numbers are faded. This is why i take the stairs. Shes out of breath by the time she gets inside. "Thanks." she says as she slides into the elevator and hits her floor number. i dont know what shes thanking me for. She fixes her top and tosses her hair over her shoulder a if its heavy. "Oh, yeah.. No problem." I politely responded. She turned her face. "Im Rebecca. I just moved into this neighborhood." "Thats cool." i say. "Well this is me. Dont be a stranger." she says while waving. I nod my head. And the doors close. How fucking awkward was that?

People arent as friendly in the neighborhood as they are out of it. My name is Travis.. When it comes to girls I'm pretty straight forward. i dont like beating around the bush. It's not easy bearing this "gift" of mine. I call it a gift because i dont know what else to call it. It started when I was 15. What i thought would be a crazy night of me losing my virginity, turned out to be a rude awakening. What appeared to be dreams, were merely played out in real life. At some point i thought i was going crazy. But it wasnt all dreams. I noticed it was like a switch, whenever i had sex with a girl that i would dream of them and see our future together. Which is why I stopped having girlfriends.

"Dude! Kevin's throwing a party tonight. We have to go." says my best friend Kelly as I open his apartment door. He's been my best friend since kindergarten. "Sabrina is gonna be there." he adds, nudging my elbow. " You do know, Her brother is the captain of the football team, so he's gonna be there. And if hes gonna be there, so is she." he continues on. I grab my keys. Check my fit. "Whats the address?" i ask. "Thats what im talking 'bout." He says. And begins to look through his text messages and finds the address and we start driving. We could hear the music as we approached Kevin's house. There are so many cars that we don't know where to park. Fuck it. I park on someone else's lawn. Kelly and I get out and head to the house. People are outside on his porch, drinking. Girls are half naked, some in bathing suits, sitting on the lawn outside drinking. Kelly and I exchanged a look. Either we both get lucky, or one of us is getting lucky, but tonight it's all about that action. And both of us understood that. We dap each other and split up. I make my way to the drinks. "Pour me up." I say to the bartender. "Can i see ID?" she replies. "Oh. you trying to see if i look exactly like how i do in my picture. Don't worry. I got you." I respond as I reach for my wallet and pull out my ID and hand it to her. "We both know it doesn't matter how old I am, you're gonna make me a drink. And I'm gonna keep drinking, until the ugly bitches start to look cute." I told her. the bartender laughs. She hands me my ID, and begins to make me a drink. She winks at me as she hands it to me. Im only two drinks deep when i see Sabrina. I've had a crush on sabrina for a whole year now. Too shy to make my move. What if shes not the girl im supposed to be with? Her fucking brother is captain of the football team. And then she tells him what happened and he makes my life a living hell? But im on the road to drunk and nothing is stopping me from finding out. I down my third drink. "Add a double of whatever it is that you got me drinking." i tell the bartender. She bites her lip as she places the drink in front of me. And i know she wants me. And she could have me. Cause tonight. Anything goes. I stumble out my chair and make my way to the dance floor. Im making my way closer to sabrina. Shes with her bestfriend Natasha. I dont like Natasha. Kelly grabs me. "We gotta go." he says. "WHAT?" i yell. "We have to get the fuck outta here." he says, this time. His voice is pitchy. "The fuck kelly." i say as we head out the back door. We get into the car. " i was fucking some girl right there on the neighbors lawn, and they came out. Fucking started talking shit about the drinking and the loud music. He said he was gonna call the cops. So im pretty sure That the party is gonna get raided." kelly explained. We both started laughing. " hoe ass. Who were you fucking?"i ask while we make our way out the house undetected. "I don't even know her name. She just started drinking with me. And she said she wanted to smash, i grabbed her and fucked her right there on the neighbors gazeebo." "no standards." i retort. Kelly laughs. Well one thing was for sure, one of us got lucky.