I am stupid, so fucking stupid to think anyone would be willing to stay with me I fucking deserve happiness. You got what you wanted: space
But whoever cares to ask what I wanted
I really hope pushing me away was worth it
I really hope you rediscover your feelings for me
I really hope you still love me
I really hope you don't forget me
Please remember me
Please don't move on yet. Focus on yourself and your job. Focus on saving up for an apartment. Focus on your friends because they seem to always be the most important thing in your life
I really hope you hurt; I want you to be in pain, like you've put me through for the past three months
I hope it hurts knowing you lost the girl who would've bended skies and stepped in front of a tornado for you
But mostly, I really, sincerely hope one day you are happy
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