Always have, Always will.

Angie and I have been dating for 3 years, it’s been bittersweet most of the time since she tends to get jealous if ever guys talk to me.. NO, I am not gay I’m actually a girl like her. I met her when I was studying in Manila, I was about to turn college when my dad decided to make us stay in the Philippines.

I went to College in an Infamous school in Manila. That’s when I met Angie, I wasn’t half lesbo back when I was in New York, So I guess it was kind of a hit and run situation though I never really outran her.

She was the dean of the higher education department and was 9 years older than me, I was 17 back then she was 26 normally we wouldn’t get along cause you know typical students don’t formally hang out with the Principal.

She always super vises the classes every time and I catch her looking at me but I actually don’t mind her I just look back and smile, that’s when she and I started to feel like we’ve been set up by faith. Eventually we became friends, we hang out most of time when the classes end I come to her office and we just talk about things that we usually do, school works, assignments, paper works and other stuff.

She’s the only one who knows the story of my life, I just talk to her and everything just becomes fine as if I weren’t even hurt at all. At first I was too fucked up to admit to myself that I may have an itty bitty crush on her, she’s young and still on the market.

I strived hard to get to know more about her sweet smile and her sad eyes, but she never really answered much of my questions until one day I really felt that I was into her and I can’t stop myself from knowing more about her. I added her on facebook and stalked her without her knowing.

Shockingly I ended up knowing more than I should’ve.

SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND?!?!

Wait, what the fuck?!

I’m hanging out with a lesbian principal? What good could Asians do?

Well, I don’t want to ruin the race since I’m like ¼ Filipino.

I went completely bonkers to know that she never told me so before I understand that if she told me this and I spread it to others it would ruin her reputation as Dean.

After this incident I turned cold, It’s as if we were never close, she started feeling my cold shoulder and started reacting.

Ms. Angie: Blair what’s wrong? You seem so far away from me.

Me: I was never meant to be close Ms. Angie.

Ms. A: I was, till this cold feeling that something is happening to you Ms. Summers, this is really unprofessional.

Me: Oh really? THIS is unprofessional? What do you call what you’re doing huh Ms? (oh fuck did I really just say that?!)

Ms. A: Excuse me?! What do you mean?

Me: Tell me who she is Ms. A,  you really think you can hide her from me? I thought we were friends Ms.

Ms. A: what are you talking about? I’m not hiding anything from you.

Me: Then who’s your girlfriend, I saw your pictures. You were sweet, she always tells you that she loves you and OH? Wait you just celebrated your 7th Monthsary, didn’t you Ms. A?

Ms. A: I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Me: Oh come on don’t play dumb cause I know very well that you are a smart woman, you got promoted to a principal at the age of 26.

Ms. A: you’re wrong.

Me: The guards told me so as well, that ever since you were just a plain faculty member some lesbian chick would walk you to school, I know people Ms. A.