Dear Mum...

You make me mad

You make me scream

Everything you do isn’t what it seems.

You hide behind lies,

And the truth always hurts

But you’re never there when it comes to the worst.

I’m meant to be your daughter,

But I don’t seem like one at all

Instead I stay there watin’ by the door.

Your suppose to be my mum,

But you never act like one

Even when you ask ‘what’s wrong?’

It’s always me in the wrong.

Its like you don’t care

Just like when I show you my new hair

The only thing you do is disprove of what I do

Where as dad approves of what I don’t do

I’m meant to be your daughter

But I don’t seem like one at all

Instead I stay there waitin’ by the door.

The pain that cuts,

The blood that runs

And the feelings that fade

Are the memories we apparently made.

I will never forget what you did to me

Even if you thought it was the best for me

You ruined my life

And you cut me with a knife

I wish I were never your daughter

Since you never treat me like one

I know it’s ungrateful to say

But that’s all I have to say

I’m meant to be your daughter

But I don’t feel like on at all

Instead I stay there watin by the door.

Hoping you never come back

So you can see what you've done to me.