Most stories have beginnings, middles and ends, however, in my case, I'm not sure in what order i can relay all of this clouded information stuck in my head back to you in a way that you'll understand. My story isn't really different from the rest, it's a fucked up love story that cost's a lot of emotional strain to tell but here i am, i guess i'll start with the good part, or the part that you'll want to hear?
The con of having your 'first love' so young is not knowing what to expect when you get pulled into something so meaningful and unexpected. For god's sake, i felt like i was getting thrown into the middle of nowhere and surprisingly, there wasn't going to be away out, not that i wanted there to be a way out but i hope you're catching my drift. Gladly, i can think of more positives than negatives to finding your 'true love' at a young age but it's a demanding experience that i wasn't prepared for and this is my story.
"This is the living room" he said directing towards the room ahead of where we were walking, "That's the kitchen and over there," he continued to walk, motioning towards a room on the right, "that's the bathroom, oh and your room is all the way down the hall on the left." he spoke while pointing towards two double doors. "You can put your stuff in there and i'll get the rest of the things from the car?" I just nodded and decided i should walk to the bedroom.
I pushed open the doors only to be of course, completely in awe of the decor, it was pretty well organized, and much better than anything i had ever had. The door was across from the bed which was simply beautiful with its all white theme. On the right side of the room, there was a balcony, that overlooked the crowded Manhattan streets. I grabbed my duffle bag and set it on the edge of the bed where i began unpacking, looking at all the clothes and things i grabbed before i had to leave home. I was glad to find i had thrown in a picture of my older sister, Kai and i. i took that out first and set it on my night stand next to the bed, it felt good to have a piece of home.
After a while of pulling clothes out and other nick-nacky things, I decided it was time to throw on some clothes that weren't so 'proper', i looked around in my bag and grabbed a bigger t-shirt and before throwing it on, i ran over to push the door closed, well...then began to strip. it wasn't long before i heard a knock on the door, but i wasn't fully clothed and the door swung open.
His eyes went wide before shouting "God, Piper, i'm sorry." as he quickly spun around and closed the door.
"It's not like you haven't seen me naked before." i shouted as i laughed at the embarrassment on his face. I pulled a new pair of panties on and threw my t-shirt over my head before re-opening the door, "Michael...You can come in." i mumbled to him and turned back over to sit on my bed. He picked up the last of my bags that he had thought to bring in from the car and set them next to my duffle, that i had already opened.
"Sorry, i walked in on you Pipe, i should have knocked." he spoke softly, it was hard to keep my eyes away from him when he blushed like that but i just laughed as i looked away and we sat in silence.
It was weird being so close to him. We hadn't been this close since we, you know, well you know. It felt weird but it felt so fucking right and here i caught myself again, i couldn't help myself from looking up at him. He looked down at me, we looked at each other for a few moments, before it finally got awkward, it felt like i never wanted to leave...? it felt weird and we both could tell so i looked away.
"How are you feeling?" he asked. I knew we had to talk, i knew that we couldn't avoid the conversations that were going to make us feel awkward but right now i didn't want to go down this road. i knew where it would lead, "I'm alright, Michael." i spoke softly. A few, long, seconds passed before he spoke again but this time with deep concern in his voice, "Just alright, i mean, Piper...you have to be careful. You and i both know you need to be doing more than alright." his voice got louder and i inched away a bit,
"Sorry pipe, i'...I'm just concerned.",
"Yeah i get it." i mumbled.
"It's late Piper, get some sleep." he said. he turned to walk out before turing back around, kissing me gently on my forehead, and exiting my room while closing the door behind him.
