Hello...
I have a ton of thoughts running through my head that is causing my lack of sleep. These thoughts that run rampant through my brain are what is causing me to not get good hours. These thoughts are running so much that it is causing me to have major migraines. I wish I could talk to someone about these specific thoughts but I can't.. just not yet.. I'm not ready just yet.. I don't know what to make of it but at some point in time I'll be able to talk about them. These thoughts make me nauseous at times, so much to the point that I loose my appetite and when I skip even a meal of the day I feel extremely icky. I want to tell my boyfriend about these thoughts but I'm scared of how he'll see me after I tell him, what will happen after I spill, will he be disgusted towards me? These thoughts are swirling in my head with other not so family friendly thoughts, like a witch brewing up a nasty and atrocious concoction of a potion. What if I tell my friends about it, what will they think of me then? I just want peace. I want the hurt to stop. I want to stop crying when I try going to bed at night. I want to find an escape but every time I try to find one there's always an obstacle in the way and it keeps moving backwards from my reach. Being alone with these thoughts aren't healthy for the body and the mind but I cannot help but to think of these thoughts. I feel like I'll die by the hands of these god forsaken thoughts that are circling in this head of mine. I. Just. Want. Peace.
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Just My Thoughts and Maybe Dreams I Have
RandomThis isn't a story I just need somewhere to put my thoughts and see if other people feel the same way, yknow. I don't know if I'll ever write a story we'll see. Some of these will mention a lot of struggles that I'm dealing with beware.
