As the sun set ovah the turquoise of negril.I just felt calm an relaxing leaning on my man's shoulder everything about him just feels like home.
Like the gentle touch of his hand on mine ,comforting and reassuring.Yuh know mi really love yuh I turned to him an said gently touching his face.
Although mi A get bun mi affi pretend like mi nuh know yk them style deh.
After our romance on the beach we decided to go find some wicked food if yk yk.
After A long day we decide to go home 🏠 on our way home I couldn't help but feel Sad knowing he's cheating on me with my friend.
Atp mek sense him tell mi the truth seh Him an shay ina things all ina him mind him think mi A idiot.
But mi shape good,mi pretty mi personality nice and mi loyal yf suh why cheat when yuh have smaddy like mi Nosa mn wicked.
As I got in bed I turned my back to him not even saying good night cause he doesn't deserve it .
Every night mi question mi self which part mi guh wrong or suh .I couldn't help but feel tears running dwn my eyes.cause de pain an heartache was too much to bare.
As I was awaken by the rooster over my neighbor house I overheard him on the phone I pretend to still be asleep while listening his conversation.
As I get off the bed I throw de covers an confront the likkle waste mn my voice raise in anger .'How yuh fi duh mi that afta everything mi duh fi yuh bredda I said while crying.
I could see the guilt in his face but he still try to deny it. I took up the lamp an throw it at him him in anger he walked off don't even look sorry for his actions.
I broke dwn in tears MI feel like mi A lose mi mind ova waa piece A mn .
Hey Siri call Rachel (my bestie)I said while crying.she answered on the first ring an I began telling her the story from start to end .
As I was crying she started to remind me of my worth and I deserve so much better Dan A waste man.Rachel suggest that I come stay with her for my peace an safety.
After hours of packing an crying I decided to go there was 4 years of memories in the that house it was wasted for A person who didn't even worth it.
As I got in Rachel my facial expressions says all of what am going through Rachel gave me A warm an cozy hug .
At Rachel house in Montego Bay relief wash over me like A cool breeze calming my nerves.
Yuh know mi Ave the power fi create A decent life though just need the right person I said to my self.
Jade waa party dwn the road waa wi guh Rachel ask me ?yea mi aguh get dress gi mi bout 40mins cah mi bade A ready.
Yuh know mi actually cute though I said while doing my skincare.
The party was about 9mins away so we stove quick an wasn't in any hurry to go home cause we are both coco melon free .
While dancing an enjoying my self knowing deep dwn my life is A bit of A mess right now .I glimpse Rachel talking to an fine shytt couldn't help but blush.
On our way home I ask her who was that she was talking to at the party. "One A mi long time fren them" she replied.
7:00 am I was awaken by Rachel horrible singing Shi well an know seh Shi cya sing A ready ino suh Mnk Weh Shi try do.
I went to the kitchen where she was preparing breakfast .lads yuh cya shut up I said while yawning. Si food yah cah it look like yaa starve she replied laughing.
As we were laughing while eating we were interrupted by the doorbell. As Rachel Rachel open the door I glimpse A familiar face it was the guy from the party.realizing I was in A G string and A hoodie I ran to my room to put on my pjs .
Walking back to the dining room I say him an Rachel talking. Good morning I said with A shy kids voice.morning beautiful he replied with an gangster voice .
After breakfast I washed my plate and left the room so they could have their conversation.As I overheard him saying good bye to Rachel. I quickly went bk in the room an ask Rachel where he from etc.
I learned that his name is Nate ,he's living dwn the street and he's actually 25 one year older than me.
Rachel look at me suspicious but she knew what I was thinking.
Rachel does night shift sometimes at the hospital so I was home alone that night.while watching A movie the doorbell rang.my heart skipped A beat cause I was home alone and I don't tlk to ppl in the area so who could that be.
As I walked to the door trying to hide the fact that am scared . It was none other than Rachel frien.Rachel deh work suh yaa fi come bk tmr I said with an pleasant face.suh what if A yuh mi come look fah he said while admiring me.
Good night I said an close the door cah Mnk A wah him want wid mi.
I called Rachel an told her that her friend came to visit her .
Him cute ino but masa mi cya badda wid mn right now them too terrible.better mi stay single cya bother yaa mn ugh mn fed up.
I was preparing some food then my phone rang it was my ex.didn't even bother to answer him cause Weh the rass him want.I declined his call an block him cause am finally healing .
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