After the Christmas holidays, I have to start getting up early for school. God, I hate school. I groan in annoyance as I turn off my alarm. It's 6 in the morning. Way too early for this shit. I get in the shower and wash my hair and body. I begin to cry. I hate school so much. I get out of the shower and pick out a pair of baggy shorts and a baggy tee-shirt. I then do my regular makeup, Black eyeliner on my bottom eyelid and then black eyeshadow on my top eyelid. I look at myself in my mirror before grabbing my stuff and walk to school. After about 20 minutes, I arrive at the gates. I sigh as I walk in. "Oh my god! Look at that emo girl!" I hear a girl say as she points to me. I roll my eyes and speedwalk to my locker, not looking where I'm going. I accidentally bump into a guy. "I'm so sorry!" He panics as he crouches down to pick up his books. "Hey, why are you so panicked?" I as softly as I crouch down to help him pick up his books. "A-aren't you gonna b-beat me up...?" He stutters. "Why would I do that?" I ask, a bit concerned. "B-because I bumped into y-you..." he asks, a bit confused. "I would never!" I smile to comfort him. He gives me a soft smile. Suddenly, the bell rings. "Sh-shit... we need to get to class... bye!" He says as he runs off. "Bye!" I call out to him. I walk to the art room. I hate art. I suck at it! I open the door and see the teacher sitting at his desk with his coffee in his hand. I see the same guy I saw out in the hallway. He notices me and looks at the only empty seat which is next to him. I go to sit down, and I wave at him with a smile on my face. He waves back. He passes me a note.
Bold = Gerard
Italic = you
'Why were you so nice to me in the hallway?'
I give him a look of confusion before I write something on the other side.
'Because you seem sweet :)'
He smiles before writing something else.
'I'm Gerard Way!'
'That's a sick name! I'm Y/n'
'I thought MY name was sick! Yours is better!'
'Nuh uhhhhhh!'
"Y/n and Gerard! No passing notes!" The teacher barks. I roll my eyes. Gerard writes another note anyway.
'(His phone number) That's my number. Text or call me when you get home :)'
I smile at him before nodding. We have to draw ourselves. I groan. I suck at drawing. Especially drawing people. Gerard smiles. We all get given a mirror to look at ourselves in. However, there's one short. "Y/n and Gerard, since you guys were passing notes, you'll both share a mirror!" The teacher scowls. I don't care at all and neither does Gerard. I don't wanna look at myself in the mirror. "Are you alright Y/n/" Gerard asks. "Yeah, I suck dick at drawing," I laugh. "I bet you don't!" Gerard giggles. "Trust me, I do," I chuckle. "At least tryyyy," he whines, giving me baby doll eyes. "Fine, But I get to spam you all I want when I'm home!" I roll my eyes. "Fine by me!" He laughs. We both start to draw. We bump heads a few times but we both just laugh it off. Class ends and me and Gerard go separate ways.
(Time skip to lunch cuz I'm lazy as fuck)
I sit at the table alone again. It happened all of last year and it'll probably happen all of this year. I wish I wasn't lonely and Gerard's probably just being nice to me so that I'll leave him alone. I don't get any lunch, I just sit at the table. I begin to feel tears well up in my eyes, so I run to the bathroom. I stand in front of the mirror and begin to cry. Why am I like this? Why do I have no friends? I hear the door open slowly so I run into the farthest stall. I cry quietly. "Y/n...?" I hear a soft male voice speak. It's Gerard. "Y-yeah...?" I ask, my voice shaky. "Are you okay...? I saw you run to the toilet..." He asks, worry in his voice. Why does he care? Nobody cares. "Yeah..." I sniffle. "Can you come out?" He asks. I slowly stand up and walk out of the stall, my makeup ruined and tears streaming down my face like waterfalls. "What happened?" Gerard asks with concern. I just hug him and break down in his arms. After I calm down, I tell him everything. He listens to everything I say, and he nods occasionally to let me know that he's listening to me. "I'm always here for you, Y/n," he says as he holds me tight. The bell rings and I groan in annoyance. "Wanna ditch school?" He asks. "Please!" I grin. "Alright then!" He smiles as he grabs my hand, leading me out of the school gates and to his house. As we walk, he has his arm wrapped around my shoulders. I blush. I think I have feelings for him. No. I can't. I only just met him. I don't even know if he'll act like my ex. I shudder at the thought. After a while, we arrive at his house. He makes me a coffee and a sandwich. He makes himself the same. "So, when did you join Bellmore?" I ask. "I joined on the last day, and I got bullied a lot and I got beaten up," he sighs. "Oh my god! Are you okay now? Nobody's being a cunt?" I ask furiously. "Today I got called a fat man whore. It's not that bad though. I used to have a lot worse in my old school," he shrugs like it's nothing. Meanwhile, I'm fuming. Why the fuck would someone treat him like that?! "Are you oka-" "WHO THE FUCK CALLED YOU THAT?!" I yell. "I-it was J-Jason..." He says, a bit scared. I'm pissed! Why would he call him that?! He's not fat and he's not a whore! "FUCK HIM!" I yell. He laughs at me being so angry. "If that ever happens again tell me and I will beat the absolute shit out of him!" I say angrily. "Yes ma'am!" He laughs. I can't help but to laugh too. He was just so cute. He gets a notification and as soon as he reads it, his expression goes from happy to sad. "What's wrong?" I ask, concerned. "M-my girlfriend..." He says, beginning to cry. Girlfriend...? I knew that I shouldn't date him! Ughhhhh! "What about her?" I ask, slightly hurt. "Sh-she broke up w-with me..." He begins to sob. I can't help but to feel a mixture of happiness and sadness. "Oh honey..." I say, holding him close. He cries on my shoulder, and I stroke his hair. Why the fuck is he being treated like shit? He doesn't deserve this! "Why?" I ask. "She was ch-cheating on me the wh-whole time..." He weeps. I clench me fists in rage. "What. The. Fuck?!" I say angrily. "What's her name?!" I grit my teeth. "Emma Blair..." He cries. I've heard that name before! Where have I heard that name before?! Oh fuck... that was my friend... we were friends in year 4 and we started dating in year 8 and we broke up in year 9 because she was cheating on me with a boy. (IN THE STORY YOU'RE PANSEXUAL). That was a year ago. "Emma Blair...?" I say with a heavy sigh of annoyance. "You know h-her...?" He asks. "Yeah. We used to date in year 8 before she cheated on me with a boy," I say, slightly hurt. "Oh my god! I'm so sorry!" He tells me. "Don't apologise, it's not your fault," I sigh. "Yeah... she cheated on me too..." He sighs, wiping away his tears. "She can suck my dick! I hate her so much!" I groan. "You want her to suck your non-existent dick?" Gerard laughs. "No, but I'll kick her ass tomorrow at school," I laugh. "You wanna get expelled on the second day of school?" He laughs. "I don't give a shit! My parents left anyway! I always have a house to myself!" I laugh. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry that happened to you..." He says with a sad face. "Nah, they were shitty parents anyway. I'm fine," I smile. "Good," he smiles back. "Shit! my brother will be home soon! He's gonna tease me so much!" He groans. "I didn't know you had a brother!?" I gasp. "Yeah, Mikey Way!" He laughs. "He's in my band! Oh my god! I need to introduce you to the band! I'll add you to our group chat!" Gerard laughs. "That was a lot but okay!" I laugh. He adds me to a groupchat.
HOES
Unknown: HEY BITCHES!
Unknown 2: YOOO
Unknown 3: HIIIII
Unknown 4: Hey
Me: hi
Unknown 2: OMG WHO'S THISSSSSSS?!?!?!?!
Unknown: This is Y/n!
Me: Can you guys pls text me your names so I know who's who?
Unknown 3: Ray toro!
Unknown 4: Mikey Way, Gerard's brother
Unknown 2: Frank Iero!
Unknown: Gerard Way
Me: Okayyyyyy thank you!!!
Gerard: No problem, Y/nnnnn!
Mikey: So, how's Emma?
Frank: YEAHHHH HOW IS SHE?!
Ray: OMG TELL US PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE
Gerard: Uh... she was cheating on me
Me: She cheated on me last year
Mikey: Fuck her!
Ray: SHE'S A BITCH
Frank: WHAT THE FUCK?!
Me: Guys don't worry! I'm gonna kick her ass tomorrow at school!
Frank: I LOVE THIS GIRL ALREADY!
Ray: ME TOO!
Mikey: I need 2 know more abt her tbh
Me: That's totally fine! I have to get used to people too!
Mikey: Glad I'm not the only 1! :)
Frank: I'm so boredddd can we all come over and hang outttttttttttttttt? School just endeddddddddddd
Gerard: Is that okay guys?
Ray: YES
Mikey: Sure
Frank: YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
Gerard: Y/n?
Me: YES PLEASE!
Gerard: Okay. HEY! COME BACK! DON'T LEAVE ME!
Frank: WAIT SHE'S AT YOUR HOUSE?!
Me: Yeah! we both left at lunch
Gerard: Yeah!
Frank: OOOOOOOOO!
Ray: AHHH I SHIP
Mikey: Lowkey... I do too!
Me: OMG GERARD'S BLUSHING SO HARD HAHA
Gerard: SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Me: GUYS PLEASE HELP! HE'S CHASING ME!
Frank: I'M COMING AS FAST AS I CAN!
Me: I'M HIDING HE CAN'T SEE ME!!!
Gerard: WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU Y/N!?
Me: I'M SORRY! I'LL NEVER CALL YOU OUT AGAIN!
Gerard: Okay. Thank you. I forgive you now. Come outtttt! I need cuddlesssssssssssssss
Me: Fine
Gerard: YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
Mikey: I'm back
Mikey: OMG THEY'RE SNUGGLING AHHHHHHHHHH
Ray: I SHIPPPPPPPP
Frank: YOU 2 WOULD BE SO CUTE TOGETHER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Gerard: SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPP
Me: They could be saying worse things lol
Gerard: True
Frank: I'M HEREEEEEEEE
Ray: Sameeee
Gerard: Okay then we don't need to text in chat😭
Gerard: BYE
Ray: BYE
Frank: BYE
Mikey: BYE
Me: BYEEEEE
I KNOW! A LONG CHAPTER! FINALLY! THIS IS THE LONGEST CHAPTER I'VE EVER DONEEEEEEEEE
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