To Cale.

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LemonArit,

I have attempted to reach out to you via your strawpage a week or so ago if my memory serves me right, however I see you have made no attempts to respond to what I wrote; and if the text was not sent, then that it is a fault on my part and I'd like to apologize for that.

What I wrote in that message (whether it got sent or not) was that I no longer hate you, but rather almost pity you; you still cling onto a dispute from 2023, a dispute which should not have evolved into what it is today. Like I have stated many times before, I had kicked you and Trains out of the server, because your statements "you should go to the bathroom that corresponds to what's in your pants" (something very similar along those lines), as well as other comments addressed at trans people in America, while you yourself are not from America, had in fact ticked me off, as I was trans at the time, and now I still am under the trans umbrella. While, perhaps, bigot was not necessarily the right word to describe you and Trains as, I do hope you understand that that statement was, regardless of whatever lens you may look at it through, in fact transphobic.

However I have moved past that, as you were around 13, and I freshly 14, and your view on those topics may have been skewed by the fact that you surrounded yourself with adult friends, who were rather into questionable stuff from what I last recall, from being in that discord server of yours. If they changed, then good for them.

I also wrote that I would wish to reconcile, perhaps even become acquaintances or friends, however I cannot and will not ignore the fact that, in late 2023 and early 2024, you have expressed your support for the Terrorist State of Israel, and you even had a Zionist friend (whether that person still is your friend or not, or whether they're still a Zionist or not, is not my concern and to put it boldly I do not care); moreover, you have legitimately tried to actually ruin my life by making false pedophile allegations against me, claiming that I was a 20 something year old male larping as a teenager online, and you have even invented a false person I, the so called "20 something year old male", have quote unquote groomed. I have disproven those screenshots, as the editing job was very sloppy. I cannot forgive you for trying to ruin my life with such serious, heinous, false allegations. I am a minor, like you; a child, like you. Why you have decided to do such a thing is beyond me.

You have also stated, under a discord alias known as canadianbeartrap which was you pretending to be a completely different person, that you were planning on doxxing me. Whether or not you actually have my government information is, to be quite frank, not my main concern, as I'm sure you know that doxxing someone is an actual crime, and digital footprints never lie, regardless of how much you could attempt to cover it up.

The Zionism, the attempt at destroying me as a person, and the threat of doxxing me are all things I cannot quite ever move past, and I hope you understand that.

Regardless, if you decided to change, if you perhaps stopped targeting me, perhaps stopped trying to put me down for no actual reason (because getting kicked out of a partially dead discord server is not something worth ruining someone's life over, like seriously), I would've tried to reconcile earlier.

Despite all this, I still do want to reconcile, despite what you've done, despite your skewed views. I consider myself to be quite forgiving, and I do not state this to appear "holier than thou", I genuinely do not tend to hold grudges against people.

That being said, please do take into consideration this rather hefty letter-not-quite-letter, and, if you wish so too, we can discuss things in private; a normal, mature conversation, an actual discussion, about our past disputes.

I am writing this with utmost sincerity, and I am sorry that I have to write this on a public platform, but I'm afraid I am genuinely out of ideas of how to properly contact you.

I do acknowledge the fact I was quite childish when it came to my responses in the past, and I sincerely apologize for that; I'm the older person in this whole thing, even if by a few months, and I should've known better than to throw a fit and go into panic attacks whenever you falsified something about me or attacked me.

Again, if you wish to have an actual discussion, please don't hesitate to contact me, preferably with your actual account, not a burner. You know my social medias, I'm sure you do.

Sincerely, Ninovium.
28th of June 2025