Jealousy never ends well

Chapter one

OKAY, so this is just a few paragraphs to see if anyone would want to read any more. This book does have a homophobic character and a death near the end. So if you don't want to read that, don't read this. Thankssss for reading.

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What the hell did I get myself into? How did I get here? I'm alive, I'm safe, but I can't live like this. All of my friends...what happened to us? Why did you do this?! Damn you issac. I hate you. This is my story. If you're looking for something happy, turn away now. This is not what you want to hear. But I need to tell somebody. I can't keep this all locked away. I've lost almost everyone. We have lost everything because he couldn't just take no for an answer.

This is my damn story. This is how I got to where I am. I love the people I still have. I will cherish them forever, but I can't help but remember how it used to be. Why did he have to do this to me, to us, to all of our friends?

It's Zoe Grambs here. If your reading this right now and you know me, close this damn book. I know goddamn well that you do not want to re-live this. So don't come crying to me. If you don't know me well, that's nice; you can pretend that this is fiction and that it never happened. That I didn't go through all this with my friends. That he never did this to us. Well, have fun reading. Don't blame me for anything.

This all happened in my senior year of high school. The year was going great, my friends and I had good grades and were set to graduate in just a few months. Everything seemed like it was going to go perfectly. It was a cloudy day when our whole world shifted; it was a Friday. My friends and I were going to the little cafe about a block from our high school. Just a block away from Lavender Oaks High. That was a normal thing for us to do, and I didn't think anything would come of it. Lola, my best friend since forever, stayed over at my house that night. That was the last night of peaceful sleep I got.