tug, tug, tug
you pulled on my heartstrings,
making me feel welcome
until you didn't,
never constant
only in small, built-up pieces
that brand me an outsider,
the way you all kept
your secrets from me
and only me,
and when I'd ask
you'd all just laugh;
pretend everything is normal,
a tipping scale of
sincere and crocodile smiles
on my face,
never sticking to one side
because you twist me
up and down
as I try to decide if
I'm friend or foe
just let me know,
because feeling this pain
is more than I can take,
but I know
that I can't let you go,
even as you play a game
of tug of war
with my heart,
tug, tug, tug,
I wrote this a while ago, but I didn't publish it. I'm not sure why I'm deciding to publish it now, but just so you all know, I'm fine now. Also, I haven't been on Wattpad in a really long time, so I don't expect anyone to read this. If you do, however, come across this angry 3am poem, thanks for reading. I love you so much, whoever you are, know that I will always talk to you if you need to vent or literally anything at all! Love you 🫶🏻
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PoetryI couldn't come up with a cute name.😔 Anyways, this is just a collection of poems that I most likely wrote at 3am, so expect to cringe! 💕 Also, my emotions tend to be very bipolar so there's a mix of a bit of everything...
