I'm Fine[NiallHoran]

Chapter one ~ Only For you~

i didn't mind taking off my clothes; so i just shoved my legs through and arms. I zipped up the back.. and i am really good with zipping without any help. I grabbed the head of the puppy and put it on. Am i really going to walk outside in this? i thought. I giggled.. FOR NIALL.. i would do anything. 

I grabbed the big poster; admiring it. I closed my eyes.. "yes.. for niall." i said aloud. I walked out of that room.. also wanting to know that lucky girl's answer.

Okay.. moment of truth. 

"Omg.. NIALL!" the girl squealed... "I Just want to ask you something." niall chuckled. "Omg.. yes, niall?" she giggled..

"Will you be...." he said and motion me the signal. I sighed and went out jumping; like a ballerina.

Niall here was trying to hold in his laugh... but really.. me too.. because i know i actually look dumb. This is for niall.. Damn this suit is hot inside. 

I held up the poster in the air and move my hips. As i saw through the dog costume's eyes to see her mouth open and her eyes widening. 

please say no, please say no... please no...

and just my luck..

"YES! OMG.. NIALL! I WOULD LOVE TO!" she screamed as Niall ran up to her and carrying her; twirling around as she squealed in joy. 

And actually from the beginning.. i did want to take off the suit.. right now.. i didn't want to...

because i wouldn't want Niall to see that i am crying.. and that i'm not happy with their relationship. 

I'm not strong enough for him.. but .. i have to be with him always.. i am addicted to him.. i just want him to be happy.. and my duty .. whenever he's sad.. im always there. I think i accomplished that. 

one month passed...

"omg niall.. your so cute." she cooed. "No you are!" Niall cooed back. I groaned in frustration. 

"Shut up already!" i yelled. They both started laughing hardcore. The doorbell rang. "The boys are here." i yelled opening the door to see familar faces. 

"Jade, Louis, Harry, Jhia, Zayn, Marilea, Liam!.. HI!" i greeted. "You could have just said ' HI GUYS!" Harry pointed out as they walked in. All of them laugh as i rolled my eyes. "Whatever." i giggled. We all went to the living room and sat down.. apparently it was only me and Liam who stood out. 

Jade was on Louis' lap, Jhia was on Harry's, Zayn and Marilea and Niall and Zoe... yeah.. but Liam gots a girlfriend.. so consider me super single. 

"Well this is lonely for me." i sighed. They laughed "Sorry" i rolled my eyes. 

They were all cooing each other and Liam was texting on the phone.. probably.. Danielle. I sighed. 

"Pizza is coming.. i'll be upstairs." i yelled and i got a response of " yeahs " and " Okays" i rolled my eyes as i went in the room falling on my bed. pffftt.. couples...

I tossed and turn then decided to lay on my back. I played with my hair.. "i've got to get myself a boyfriend." i sighed. As i thought of how is it like having Niall as a boyfriend... Zoe is one lucky girl. 

A knock came through my door. "Come in." i said aloud. The door opened then closed as my bed sunk down at the edge. 

"You seem abit lonely." a familar irish accent called out. "yeah.. you know.. just a bit single.. here." i sighed. He chuckled. " You'll find someone... and he'll take good care of you.. you'll find that special someone, Nela..and if you do.. tell me.. and i'll take the judge of that." he winked. I chuckled at his protectiveness. "Thanks, Ni." i laughed out. He chuckled. 

"what about... we can hang out this saturday.. i feel like i dont hang out with you that much..." he said. I smiled. Finally. Yeah, we haven't been hanging out that much.. he's usually with his girlfriend. 

"Okay!" i smiled sitting up and hugged him. He grinned and hugged back. I let go and he got up; stretching. "well.. got to back to my zoe.. .she's getting curious.. i bet." he sadly smiled. 

"Alright." i mumbled .  He smiled at me before he took off. 

All i couldn't think about was saturday.. i couldn't wait.

SATURDAY... 

I stood at the pavement next to starbucks waiting for o' good irish man. I was smiling a madwoman.. excitedly waiting. He told me we were just gonna stroll around and maybe go to the arcades... so i just wore a loose hoodie he gave me and some shorts with converse and my hair just layed down to my shoulder. Casually. 

He said he would be here 1:00pm..  but where is he? as i looked at my clock which was 1:15pm. He's late. This something happen along by? I got worried when it reached.1:30pm. I sighed.. i hope he won't blow me off. 

2:15pm...

no text message or calls. 

Where is he? 

3:00pm...

1 new text message..

I hurridly and viewed it.

From: Niallerx

To:Nelax

Something came up.. its zoe..... Ill make it up with you .. next time i promise.. 

I dropped my phone.. tears pouring my eyes.. what was that important something that overtook me? 

I closed my eyes but tears ran down under my eyelid. My phone was cracked to pieces... 

I sniffed picking the pieces up and walked along the pavement by myself. 

As i thought... i've waited for this? 

NOW...

I was on my bed still tearing away.. why can't it be ME?

... It's always her... 

Its always.. can't you see?

I'm Fine...

Not Really.... 

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