Desk mate

Chapter 1

'Alright, take a deep breath and you will be fine.' Thought the golden brown haired girl in her mind. She was standing outside of the Gryffindor common room after the battle in her mind she finally decided to meet her brother being in a different house was never a great help and when, when your whole family is a Gryffindor and you are in their, what they call a enemies house the great house of Slytherin house, she was always been taught that being in Slytherin something you should be ashamed of, and she used to think the same till she turned eleven and then got sorted in Slytherin which turned out the best house she could ever ask for she thought they all will disgrace her, bully her for being a part of blood traitor family but they accepted her with open arms and always be there for her whenever she got into a fight with her brother special her best friend was there for her, it's not like her brother don't like her or love her, she knew he loved her more than anyone he loved he can even give his life for her but having a brother with arrogance wasn't help it at all.

"Slytherin sucks" she murmured the password of the Gryffindor common room which is absolutely set by her brother and his friends definitely not with the motive of hurting her but for other Slytherins who like her have someone by any chance known one.

Soon the fat lady gave her permission to enter and as she did she saw her brother sitting on the ground with her friends, she walked to him.

"Hii" she passed him a small smile.

"Y/n/n!" He excitedly jumped up before pulling her sister in a tight hug.

"Prongs move! Let me hug her!" Said his best mate

"What Padfoot?! She is my sisy!" James complained but got pushed off by Sirius who tangled the girl into a tight hug.

"Who cares!"

James showed him his tongue before settle back at his place. Soon Sirius let go of the hug making Y/n finally relaxed whose body was way to tensed, she never was good with touches, not even with her mother.

"Hii" Peter softly smiled at the girl which she returned with a small warm smile before taking a seat next to Remus who was sitting on the couch reading a book.

"Hello" He said with a smile yet still looking at his book.

"Hii" she breathed out with a bit of comfort now. She never knew why but Remus was always a great company for her, he perfectly understands what she wants that's why he never tries to push an unwanted conversation with her. James, Peter and Sirius continued their new pranks planning on one of his house mates who was none other than Severus Snape, while she just listened to their conversation in silence. She never understood why her brother and his friends hate Snape this much which sometimes causes them to harm him more than she expects and the worse incident happened in their sixth and her fifth year when they hung Snape on the tree by using his own spell against him which James found in Snape's NEWT- level textbook and said to use it against him to CHECK how the spell work and when James pulled Snape's pant off infront of all the students- Salazar even thinking of that moment breaks her heart from that day she only saw a bully, a sexual assaulter in her brother who just for fun Sexualy assaulted the boy who was already dealing with way to much as per what she heard from his friends when sometimes they talk or argue with Snape in the common room and it always break her heart seeing her brother being bully and moreover being proud on that this cause a heavy damage in their relationship she still remember how it takes months to James and his friends to gain Y/n apologises but again whenever she tries to talk to him about that, it cause a big argument between them two which they both never liked cause they knew for days they will be gloomy till they finally confront eachother and be in normal terms, and that's the same reason why Remus never tries to stop them, he was always been afraid about hurting his friends by standing up for their enemy. All she knew about Severus was that he is an intelligent guy, she admitted that he might not have that good looks but he doesn't not look bad at all he is just perfect but way too thin that sometimes she thinks how he even managed to carry his and his Ex-bestfriend Lily's books all by himself while they used to walk in the corridors, she don't know much about him but what she saw and absorbed is that he is not s talkative person and not like touches again just like her and he doesn't want any attention on him same as her, all this observation started when she one time sat with him on the couch in the early morning when she wasn't been able to sleep and no one was awake accept Snape who was reading potion while sitting on the sofa, they never talked that day but she noticed how thin looks and how his book was second hand and his clothes which was his night clothes was kind a troned.