Last Minutes (Jaeyi x Seulgi One shot)

Last Minutes

I know, there are times that you still feel that I might have evil intentions. You are tense. You are nervous. 

So I got it covered.. I assured you.

I kissed you.

It is.. how can I say.. 

beautiful and unforgettable.

....

Our first date yes! It's the best!

I got to see you smile all the way. We were so happy and had so much fun.

Although I feel like, you just have no choice but to accompany me. *chuckles*

I wonder if you remember every second of it because I do. I do Seulgi.

...

*Jaeyi reaches out to Seulgi's hand and holds it tightly but gently, she looks at Seulgi with the most sincere look*

I am so attached to you to extend that.. sometimes my thoughts would fly in that context of what would happen if you die.

I have to lock myself in my room and depressingly think about it..even if you're just somehow somewhere doing fine.

....

Seulgi, I was not expecting you to say you feel the same way to me. I mean, no pressure.

But I am mad that you didn't tell me how's your life going. 

...

*Tears coming from Jaeyi's eyes while hands clenching*

How come you didn't tell me. Seulgi.

And how foolish I am to not sense it. You fainted in front of me but I'm so stupid to just thought you are just tired.. I'm so fucking useless.

*Jaeyi paused for a moment. She leaned in to kiss Seulgi's forehead and softly she said*

...

"My Seulgi, I want you to wake up so I can say this over and over again....."

"I love you."

*Jaeyi didn't hold it anymore, she cried and sobbed her heart out*

<End of Jaeyi's POV>

.......

Kyung and Yeri with Seulgi's mother came in. Sorrowful. Jaeyi glimpsed at them and understood the situation.

Even devastated, broken, miserable. She stood up..

Slowly taking a step away from Seulgi. Not looking away.

Jaeyi feels like she is about to faint. But Kyung and Yeri held her and as the contact happened, Jaeyi's burst out. She hugged them tightly and immediately went to Seulgi's mom to do the same. She felt sorry, she felt like dying.

....

The emotions got worse.. as the doctor came in, removing everything that was attached to Seulgi.

Removing the only thing that is keeping her alive.

Removing the only thing that is keeping her from breathing.

At that moment.. As Jaeyi looked at Seulgi.

Jaeyi saw it.. She felt it..

...

Seulgi's tears fell from her face.

And it feels like Seulgi's whispering words to her.

...

"Jaeyi-ah, I am playing my last 7 minutes now. You are the main character here. 

Looking into these memories, I can say, I'm an idiot.

I always have no words but internally I'm screaming. You mean so much to me.

I want you to know that I heard everything you said to me just now. I was laughing here and crying.. and regretting that I didn't tell my feelings for you and everything that I wanted to say.

Jaeyi-ah.. You'll be in my heart, until the last beat.

I hope one day, I get the chance to see you again. Let's do everything again. All the fun, all the quarrels, all the beautiful moments. I want to experience it again with you but this time, I'll be vocal to you. I'll tell you if I'm having a bad day, I'll tell you how I appreciate everything..

I'll tell you, I love you..

...

My jaeyi-ah.. Thank you for being here... in my last minutes."

<Seulgi's last minutes playing> ⬇️

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Author's note:

Hi! Sorry it was angst. I like to challenge myself lol. 

Let me know if the video is inaccessible because that is the best part. LOL.

Alternative video location: https://t.co/7kQ0mHTm1G (Google drive)

Thank you for reading! Appreciate it!