Kohnnie:That boy

Chapter 11

Trigger warning in this sorry!ill put "***TRIGGER WARNING***" just in case, ily all stay strong xx

Johnnies POV

"Kyle? Kyle! .... Kyle please what's wrong I'm sorry if I said something wrong" I say trying to get him to look at me
And that's when I see it
"Kyle! Kyle baby please don't cry!" I try wrapping him into a hug but he runs out the door leaving me standing there

"KYLE!" I yell running out the door after him a single tear rolling down my face

I look down the long halls looking for the boy and he's no where to be seen

"Where would he be, he doesn't know where anything is here" I ask myself out loud

The roof.

I run up the flight of stairs to the roof door, pushing the door open to see a boy sitting on the edge of the roof

"Kye?" I slowly walk towards him
"Kyle please talk to me I want to help whatever I did or said wrong... Baby please" I call to him and I get no answer

Kyles POV

"I didn't even know you were gay... Are you?" He asks

I can't answer him but he's calling for me

My silent sobs get louder every second

And I burst out the door grabbing my back pack i set by the door

"KYLE!"

***TRIGGER WARNING***

I can't do this anymore. I can't live.

Running through the halls I find the roof door and push it open

Sitting on the edge of the roof I open the front pocket of my backpack knowing exactly what I was about to do and I wasn't proud of it

The shiny,
Sharp,
Silver,
Blade.
It's my only escape

Rolling up my sleeve, I roll it around in my hand and finally pick it up with my thumb and index finger

"I'm sorry"

One.

Two.

Three.

Then I hear the door is opening

Fuck.

"Kye?" I know exactly who it is

Johnnie.

I pull my sleeve down and slide the freshly blood covered blade in the backpack pocket i found it in before

I feel a warm hand lay on my shoulder

I can't turn around

"K-Kyle baby p-please look at me I-I want to know if your o-okay" the very familiar voice stutters

"J-Johnnie I-I'm so s-sorry" I croak out barely loud enough to be heard

"Why are you sorry" he says grabbing my wrist pulling me away from the edge making me wince in pain and his pull hands away

I look down and and pull my sleeve down then looking over L.A.

"D-Did you..." He starts

I nod yes

"Oh Kyle baby why what made you" he says trying to comfort me

I can hear he's crying too I don't want him to worry about me

Johnnies POV

I feel like I did something it was probably when I asked if he was gay I'm such a fucking dick I shouldn't have said that

Oh crap I said that out loud

"You did nothing wrong... Z-Zack d-did.." He ckokes out sounding like he trying his hardest not to ball his eyes out still not looking at me

"Who's Zack?" I say trying not to make things worse

"An ex... He told me he l-loved m-me but he.. he r-raped m-me" Kyle burst into tears

I didn't know what to do so I pulled him away from the edge carefully and slowly making sure I didn't touch his arms and pulled him into a hug resting his head on my shoulder rubbing his back trying to calm him down

"Kyle I'm so sorry. no one should have to go through that I-I hate knowing someone did this to you baby but I'll always be here and I'll never do anything you don't want me to, okay?"

He nodded into my shoulder sniffling and I could feel my shirt getting warm and wet from his tears

***TRIGGER OVER***

Wowowowowowow I'm so sorry oops I'm crying right now while writing this sorry for doing this I know I'm terrible xD ily all stay strong xx