Am I nothing more than a distant memory? (A Danisnotonfire fanfic)

Chapter 24- Dan

"Aww Dan! I'm so sorry..." she says. I try to smile but it fails miserably. Then an awkward silence falls upon both of us. I look up at her and she attempts to smile. 

"Don't Worry about it, I'm totally over it. So, We really haven't talked a lot, how are things going?" I said politely when really all i wanted to say was, "I am a big fat twat who lost the girl i love and i feel like crap." Why i didnt say that, i have no idea. She started talking and to be quite honest i didn't really care about what she was saying but it was something about her that i always had felt around her. I mean the few times i had a proper conversation with her i had feelings for maisy, so i ignored it, but now, i really feel like there is something really interesting about her or something that is drawing me in. It might just be her understanding. Her warm blue eyes and her cute smile. I dunno what i;m saying. I wouldn't date her now, but i think it would be wise to maybe get her as a close friend seeing as phil and sadie are ditching me. 

We must have sat there for hours talking because when we looked out the window it was getting dark. It felt like i had actually known her my whole life, im not even kidding you. I mean i think back to the past times i spoke to her and she pretty much tried jumping on me and kissing me but this valerie seems completely different. 

"Oh my god, i am so sorry for keeping you out for ages Val." I said apologetically.

"Haha, No worries dan, Well, I better get going, but honestly, text me if you hear anything from maisy or phil, ok?" She said giggling.

"Yeah sure. Well I'll see you tomorrow, you coming round mine?" I asked. 

"Yeah we're still up for that, I'll see you later dan!" She says before running down the street. I don't know how i feel about valerie. But its something nice. I walked home slowly registering that i felt as if i had totally felt happier with Valerie as a Friend. I was also figuring that me being a twat to maisy also menat that we were never going to be talking anytime soon. she said that she had something serious to talk about before i walked out. It can't have been that big surely. I mean she obviously resorted to hurting aimee to keep me from finding out she had of course kissed Phil. I didn't quite care because we wren't dating but it was the fear of, was she still kissing him. and i had feelings towards sadie. I doubt she knew. I either destroyed two relationships or i made two better by making a scene. I have a feeling with the way maisy was being so stubburn is that i kinda ruined everything. Its what she deserves. Wow, That makes me sound really mean, but she shouldn't have gone about kissing someones husband, on their wedding day. I shook all the maisy thoughts out of my head and carried on walking to my place. 

I eventually got there and phil was there. 

"You still live here?" I asked sarcastically. 

"very funny dan, I do still live here and you need to stop being a twat." He replied

"You need to stop being so childish about everything and crying at everything." I retorted

"What?" He said in confusion

"Oh I thought we were stating facts." I replied, quite wittily i i do say so. He glared at me and said

"One Day your sarcasm, wittiness and Twattyness will be the downfall of you." 

"I think that day already came, I have no idea why you're so angry at me to be honest." I mumbled

"Because your not giving her a chance to explain. your jumping to conclusions." He stated. I thought over it and sighed.

"Well fine phil, are you going to tell me something interesting or can i go do something i care about?" I said in annoyance. He huffed and walked away

"Just because you saw that picture doesn't mean that its definatly true dan. Things can be decptive like people. Just remember that." He said. I rolled my eyes and walked upstairs to my room. What was phil's problem recently? Is it just the fact that me and maisy got so far and i broke it off? Its not my fault to be honest. He should learn to only kiss his wife. 

"Dan you seem angry." I heard phil say. 

"Well No..." I say sarcastically.

"I can tell you think i'm just being stupid and that you stand by the image but, Just remember, You were found kissing Milee at one point when you and maisy weren't dating and she never held it against you." He said before once again turning around and walking away. He did have a very good point. Oh well, Ive cocked it up now. Too late to try to explain. I sat on my bed and actually decided to get a good nights sleep tomorrow. Its going to be an awesome day tomorrow. yeah...

** The Next Day ** 

I was rushing about trying to make it look somewhat tidy in this place. Then i heard a knock on the door. I ran to the door and expected there to be Valerie but it was actually maisy.

"What are you doing here?" I asked. 

"I'm here to talk." She replied. I could tell this was to be emotional. Then moments later Valerie appeared. she looked slightly confused and i mentally facepalmed.

"Dan i'll spit it out, Daniel James Howell I remember everything." Maisy said simply.  I stood there with my mouth hanging open. What? 

A/N: Hey guys! :D How are you lot? I updated again! :D If you lot are all lucky people there may be another one today or maybe tomorrow morning but i have another one planned out!! :D Of o keep goign at this rate this story may actually be finished by next week, maybe the one after it. Yup... But guys, I know i was meant to be going by the voting thing i set up and how many of you guys would like a chirstian Novelli Fanfic? Because honestly, at the moment, he is one of my fave non english ones, but is it a must that i do a smosh fanfic?? Tell me plz guys! :D And also... Panic at the disco fanfic... Should it happen now? Or should i push it down the line a bit and possibly do something like another english youtuber that isnt part o the fantastic foursome? Or should i continue with my plans as they were? Guys i need your help here! :D Thats it guys, i love you all, stay awesome and STAY AWESOME!!!!! :D 

~Robyn xxx