Am I nothing more than a distant memory? (A Danisnotonfire fanfic)

Chapter 23- Sadie

"Phil... I'm so so sorry. I can't believe... It was..." 

"Just in the heat of the moment?" He finished for me. I nodded and ran into his arms.

"God... I was so scared for a moment there sadie... I don't know what i'd be without you." He said hugging me close. I wrapped my arms around him and smiled.

"Does this mean that maisy is no longer a  'son of a bitch whore'?"He asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes, It means that she's still a son of a bitch now." I said sourly.

"What do you have against her now, she's like your sister" he said putting emphasis on sister. 

"She was like a sister to me, She's just turned real bitchy about everything lately and she was just plain horrible to aimee, To be honest i dont want a friend like that." I said gritting my teeth. We pulled away from eachother and we both sat on the sofa.

We chatted for hours until I yawned and he put his arm around me.

"Sleep sadie, its been a dramatic day." He whispered. I put my head on his shoulder and drifted to sleep. 

** In the Morning ** 

I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs. I opened one eye and i saw phil was still asleep. Must be maisy. I closed my eye again and i could hear her singing something. I silently got out of phil's arms and padded over to the kitchen door. I glanced at the time, 8 am. how was she up so early? I walked into the kitchen and she smiled at me.

"Morning, sadie." She said in a jolly tone. 

"Morning bitch." I reply spitefully. 

"Thank you sadie! How are you?" She says still carrying on her happy act of sarcasm. This is one of the reasons why she was my sister, her sarcasm.  

"I'm better since i found ou you didn't snog my husband to be honest." I scoff. 

"Aww That's nice!" She replies. She passes me a plate of egg and bacon sandwiches and smiles at me. 

"Why are you up so early anyway?" I ask taking a bit into the sandwich. 

"Oh i've got to go sort out some house business, yenno? Put this flat in your name and find myself a place to live." She says still sounding happy about it.  

"You know what, i'll move out, its your flat anyway..." I say feeling guilty

"Oh no, you can stay here with phil, i've packed up the majority of my stuff anyway." She says re-assuringly. 

"Are you sure? Because i can still move out i really don't mind..." I say uncertainly.

"Of course im sure i need to find my own place anyway!" She says finally. She glances at her watch and almost chokes.

"I've actually gotta go..." She says. she grabs her bag and slips into her vans.

"What was you singing earlier?" I quickly ask

"Starlight." she replies with a grin. She quickly walks out the door closing it behind her. strange... I put the other half of the sandwich  on the table for phil. I then run up the stairs and go into her room.She wasn't lying when she said most of her stuff is packed. Its literally her desk, her laptop and her bed. everything else was in boxes. I looked on her desk and there was her box of stuff that was in my room... wait... She was singing Starlight earlier. I didn't think she knew that was my favourite song by muse... I opened the box and neatly on top was the letter i wrote about myself from years ago, The picture of her and dan at the wedding and a letter with my name written on it. I took these three items and looked at them. I scanned through my letter i wrote her and it says at the end

'Once you read this, if you sing starlight i'll know you've remembered.

Love you, 

Sadie Jane xx'

Holy fuck. Has... has she remembered? I read her letter and it said 

'Sadie, 

Thank you for keeping this box, It surely has enlightened me. I know you hate me at the moment but you'll always be my sister by default. I've gone to sort out some business, hopefully  you'll read this before i get back. I just wanted to thank you. You made me remember the good, the bad and the wonderful memories. Thank you xx'

Holy Crap. Is this honestly true? 

A/N: Well i know its true that this chapter is sucky. But guys... I hope you enjoyed it! xD Nothing much has happened really :) I hope you guys are all alright and if you wanna chat to me, just send me a message guys!! :D Alright, love you all, stay awesome byyyyeeeeeeee 

~Robyn xxx