I had loved you for years and years
Both as bros and friends.
Although there may be more to it
I'd be scared how it would end.
If I confessed how I felt
Would you break up with her?
Would you rather see my dark brunette over her blonde hair?
I would wear red outfits
As you said it was your preferred.
I'd watch your eyes ignore me,
and go straight to her.
I'm not saying you could have saved me,
Although it was an option.
But as the car approached,
You chose the woman.
I laid there ashamed that I reached for your hand.
A fool I was, and forever I am.
I start to lose consciousness,
The flashing lights beam closer,
my new white top
was now your favourite colour.
