somebody save me

6 days to go

I have 6 more days . Till I leave this hell hole . Then back to Hogwarts home of all homes . It's the only place I can get some peace be myself and not be noticed . You see my names Mollie and I'm a ravenclaw I have no friends I'm closed off due to my really hard home life. My mom is the main problem like I would ever admit it like ever I speak to no one . I'm mute . I have been since my dad died in front of my eyes he's a wizard you see.my mom hates my kind so she takes it out on me when I'm home for the summer I'm a the house slave. I cook I clean I scrub I get beaten bruised . I get burned
only this morning I was a little bit late for breakfast and the stove was too hot and I burned the streaky bacon I can't lie the smell may nostrils and mouth watered I prefer my bacon crispy but nope not my mother . She grabbed the pan off the stove and pressed it onto my precious skin and I heard my skin sizzle just like the bacon did . I dared not to scream whimper and cry . Just silent a tear rolled out of my eye the only healthy way I express my pain but more for that later .

Today is Sunday which means I have 3 hours to myself all the chores are done and my mother went into the office . So I get to be mindful with time . So I decided that today was the day I would pop to the shops. First time out of the house in 4 weeks . The fresh air hit me . In a hoodie in the summer isn't ideal but gotta cover what my mother forced onto my body . And leggings well that's uncomfortable all year round as they stick to my leg .if you know you know.. I grab my green doc martens lace them up pop my bright ginger hair into messy bun and a hoodie

my head phone's in and prepare for the peaceful walk.
As I arrive at the shop I get this feeling like someone is looking at me but I'm used to it 15 year old bright aurben hair that looks rubbish and 2 really dark circles around my eyes like I haven't had a good night sleep in a long while . That wasnt a lie . I go to the counter with my fake id . Hi can I have a 2 boxes of sterling duels a bottle of vodka and 6 pack of raw cones please . Luckily I got served by boss man and off I went knowing I tricked the system again.

After getting bits and pieces from town I find a bench to rest as my food contents in my stomach is 0 and has been for a while I'm weak. Everytime I walk I can feel my bones rattle every time and inch of my body moves . I sit on this bench. Start grinding some of the precious plant that wizards hide away from . Add a cigarette to my green mixture pack it bodge it. I feel my mouth watering and my lungs getting excited for a highly enjoyable experience (see what I did their)
I grab my spliff in one hand monster in the other put my hood up and I'm ready to spark the juiciest spliff I've rolled all week. I take a drag and then 4 and my eyes get heavy and relaxation is priority. I have 3 quarters and put it out for a few minutes so I can just think about life how ugly my abuse scars are and how I'm unlovable I am. Theirs another secret nobody knows but I'll get to that later. I just wanted for someone to love me .

A/n hi sorry if this was a bad chapter this is my first ever time trying to write a book of you guys have got any advice or questions or problems please let me know but please also be kind

Love tildz🫶