Another night,
Where I silently cry.
Napapaisip nalang,
Na bakit ang aking mga problema'y tila paulit ulit na lamang?
Gustong maging malaya,
At makaramdam ng kaunting saya.
But I can't escape that too much happiness,
Can still lead to tragic or twisted turns in return.
I'm not a robot for fucks sake,
Isa lang rin naman akong tao.
Nauubos at napapagod,
Na gustong gusto nang sumuko sa laban na ito.
But I can't,
Kahit ubos na ubos ay kaylangan paring magpatuloy.
Kahit hindi na ako nag-enjoy,
Ay pilit paring pinapakita sa lahat na ayos at okay lang ako.
Ang hirap nang mag-panggap,
Ang hirap nang magtiwala.
But it's also hard to keep this thoughts to myself.
But my stubborn self keeps telling me to keep this inside, leaving me to suffer everyday like it is killing me slowly.
Playing fruit ninja again,
And hoping about when will this fucking nightmare to finally end?
I'm so sick to act and be perfect at all times.
And fear to be doubt and dissspoint by my loved ones.
I wish that soon they'll figured out
On what is really happening to their dearest young child.
And I hope that it will not be to late
To say farewell forever to my known real friends.
But look, I'm still here, fighting.
Kahit ako'y sumukong suko na.
Tila pagod na pagod sa katatakbo,
Sa karerang hindi naman alam kung kailangan pa bang ipagpatuloy.
Do I deserve this?
Should I continue this?
Kahit hindi ko na alam kung saan pa tutungo?
O ngayon ay kaylangan ko na bang sumuko?
STAI LEGGENDO
Randomatic-Dramatic Poems
PoesiaCompilations of my poems that I created to what had happened to me through my journeys ahead-mostly contains of self-indulgent brainrot poems. ⚠️Trigger warnings are visible; SH, S3lf Dóubts, and foul languages ahead. Some may contain TagLish (Tagal...
