You welcomed me in your arms,
you welcomed me in your palms,
i begged for you
i thought, is it of any use?
you took me back
then stabbed me behind my back
how?
why?
you cried in my arms
i cried in yours
my fingers ran on your sweet body
and you made me feel like nobody
we had such great times together didnt we?
thats what you made me think
you took me for granted
thought i was just a lowlife with issues
you never bothered to ask
you never bothered to talk
you never even tried to properly understand me
now what am i being left with?
my hopeless self wit?
control you had over me,
i didnt have it myself over me.
but no, you decided to play with it.
trying to defend myself got me nowhere.
should i have just succumbed to you?
let you run my whole life?
i only ever dreamed of you.
ever since i caught that glimpse of you.
claiming you knew me better than myself, yet you ruined me more than you
i despise you.
but i love you.
you move in mysterious ways
throwing me under an icy glaze.
i tried to show you what i felt,
but little did i know you did in fact not care.
