I tried,
I spoke,
I fought,
I cried,
I yelled,
I saw hell
Yet I couldn't make him understand
What I needed
He was angry
He didn't wanted to listen
He thought it was a small thing
He yelled
He even tried to listen
He spoke with anger
But he couldn't understand that every
action of him had my bundle of emotions
Depending upon it.
I am not a victim
I am not a crying puddle
I am not the bad one
I am not crazy
All I am is a person who is trying to learn,
how to make it worth everything
How to not make silly mistakes
How to not make myself a fool out of it
How to not make myself seem like a crazy
person In front of others.
But Alas today
I am the villain
I am the bad person
I am the crazy one
I am the 'go to hell' one
And with it
I am the loser one....
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
A sad girl's lullaby
Rastgelenothing but a poem for my current situation in relationship cuz I don't think my relationship will last and it's devastating for me
