Yes sir

Im going to have a go at writing please let me no what u think and be honest please

I closed the door to my new flat
"alone at last" I sigh

I've been moving for two days now,boxes lined every room,mountains of things I won't ever use
"I knew I should have throw this stuff out " I say to myself

I seam to do that a lot these days since the brake up

You see I was with one of the hottest guys u could imagine but something was just not right,I mean the sex was amazing but something was missing.

I could never put my finger on it apart from,I would always dream of being roughed up a bit if u no what I mean?

He was very gentle to gentle I wanted no needed more.

So I moved.
A whole new fresh start where no one knew who I was,
I could be anything I wanted to be.

See the thing is I read one of thous  books about BDSM,
like I know probably most of u have ;) and dreamed Of a man like that,maybe not as messed up like the ones in the books.... but so in control,so dominant, but in real life where would u find a fine specimin like that?,
are there men even like that out there,let alone where to even begin to look for one.

Well that would have to wait I need to get sorted unpack all this stuff.

I finally finish putting everything in its place an slumping down on my bed

"Finished at last" I say shaking my head I have to stop talking to myself it's the first sign of madness u no

I'm laying there and my mind starts to wonder
"where would u find a man like that?"

I reach for my laptop and prop myself up with my new fluffy pillows and type in BDSM I saw that term in the book I thought, well I have to start somewhere

The page loaded,what to look at let's start at what it means

"Bondage" now that sounds fun my mind seams to race of images of me tied to the bed,the feel of the rope round my wrists and ankles.

I quickly come off that page not caring to read the rest and type in "bondage" I click images and begin to look,
my eyes are wide as I skim through the pics,
"wow this is what I want"

I click back to the previous page and find a bdsm chat room
"well it can't hurt "as I fill in the form

Chapter 2................

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I finish the online form a little nervous to what I might find.
I enter the main chat room on the new site
"What do I write?"

Here it goes "hi I'm kye I'm not sure if I'm in the right place but I would love to find out more about bdsm can anyone help me please? "

I press enter and wait..... in no time at all my lap top starts binging.........bing.........bing
wow everyone says hi and i get  lots of offers to help

Who do I chose? Bing a privet message appears in the bottom right hand corner I open it and read it carefully

"Hi I'm Skye I hope u don't mind me popping in uninvited,but I just wanted to warn u,sometime people ain't what they seam on here please be careful. Never go and meet anyone if u haven't got to no them first,DON'T give out ur address or phone number unless u trust this person,get to no people in the main chat room were all quite friendly and we don't bite unless u ask ;)"

I sit and stare at the screen for a few minutes "what does she mean not what they seam "

I begin to type a message back thanking Skye for here warning and reassuring her i'll be careful.
I close down the privet message and return to the chat room where people keep asking what it is I want to no,
all I can reply
"is I'm not sure all of it."