Another sunny day and I'm feeling empty again. I know that its my doing kung bakit ganito ang everyday life ko. I'm not doing anything to make it special. I've push those special people away to me that's why i feel miserable. It's my fault that i made myself a wallflower. Akala ko being alone will make me avoid being hurt pero mas masakit pala if your lonely. Not being involved with someone. Just stuck with yourself. Such a pity. Never experience heart-ache means that your life is loveless. Always playing it safe. 'How can I love when I'm afraid to fall.' I think that has been my motto for the past few years!
But now gusto ko maranasan yung extreme love. I want to be with someone though walang kasiguraduhan kung forever yung feeling but still, i will treasure that moment when it happens. In this world, I realize that you have to gamble. Just think about the present, the moment because staying in the past will make you a bitter person and thinking about the future will make you worry when in fact, its just a waste of energy. And it will only make you lose your hope.
I want to be a soldier in-love even though its a losing battle. Much better to fight than to die doing nothing right.
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RandomPaano ba ang magmahal? Kailangan ba talaga na masaktan ka ng labis. Hindi ba pwedeng iwasan yung heart-ache. Pero kung hindi ka masasaktan, pagmamahal ba yun. Sa panahon ngayon, marami ng takot magmahal dahil wala naman daw forever. Pero hindi mo ma...
